Leah P.O.V.
After everything, I couldn't believe it still hurt. I tried to let it go, let him go. Forgive and forget isn't supposed to be easy, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to. She should have thought about me, but she didn't even glance to me. She just stole him, and walked out of my life like it was nothing.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
This guy was nothing like him. This guy was from the city and had to ask me about places around here, and it is a small town, smaller than Forks. He tried to get me to laugh, but I couldn't bring myself to feel anything but sadness, knowing that she stole him, the one who had actually stolen my heart. And neither of them cared.
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
'Leah, I'm sorry, I can't explain it. I wish I could tell you, but I can't. And I can't continue to hurt you this way, you have to move on, I want you to be happy' Did he ever really believe I'd get a happy life? No, even now, and I know what happened, and I know why it can't be changed.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
"Will you marry me, Leah Clearwater?"The echo of his voice in front of me, kneeling just like him, had my mind spinning, and I could see my mom's hopeful glance, and my brother's silent encouragement, but he was nothing to him. He looked at me expectantly, and I cleared my throat, just as him, walked in, with her.
"Yeah."I breathed, holding back the tears that wanted to fall.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
'I love you, Lee, only you, forever.'The words echoed in my head, as I walked down the short aisle, he was the love of my life, and I'd never be over him, especially when he was mine first, but one look from her and the tables turned.
"I do."He speaks up, and then I realize as it's too late, that I can't go through with this. And my eyes keep hoping that he'll come in and crash this, tell me he loves me, that he shouldn't have left me, but I know he won't. But I can't do this. I love him, he loves her, and I can't bring this man in front of me the pain of his wife loving someone else.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay...
"Jayden, I'm sorry, but we both know you don't love me, and I can't love you...I'm so sorry..."My voice almost breaks, but I turn and leave the church, tears running down my face, as I hurry to Sam and I's old meadow. He's there, which I hadn't been expecting, and he's smiling.
"Come on, Lee-lee, I can't have your mom hating me!"And I realize it's just a memory.
"Oh, please, Sam! We'll be fine, she won't hate you."I replied in the memory, and he smiles, kissing me,and pulling me into a sweet hug.
"Okay."As the memory fades, I feel myself fall to my knees, and start trying to wipe the tears that have streamed down my face.
"I love you, still, Sam."My voice breaks as more tears fall.
Hey(: Idea came to me, when this song came on, and i thought it was a really sad song, so it had to be a sad fanfic(: Sorry, and hope you all like it, please review and tell me what you think, otherwise, thank you for taking the time to read this(:
With Love,
Jess (: