To begin, I need to clarify I am not a stalker. Never have I once followed him home or learned any personal information on him I have no business of knowing. I prefer to call this an admiration from a far. And to be fair; this is a basketball game. Many people are watching him. Why does the fact that I'm hiding behind the door that enters into the gymnasium matter?

I'll admit it is kind of creepy, but that is to be expected of me. Somehow though out my time spent at this school I have picked up the reputation of being a black sheep. The schools biggest recluse. It is true, but the whispers still hurt.

I glance back at the game again just in time to see him score another basket. The number 50 in large white shiny letters faced me; a lovely contrast to the baby blue uniform. His blond hair stuck to his forehead and his glasses bounced along as he ran in a rather large circle cheering for himself. God knows how I came to fancy him and now all I can do is stare. Having little to no courage to confront him about my feelings doesn't help either. Going back to my reputation I previously mentioned; makes it even more difficult.

I am very creepy. A grade A weirdo. The dark arts interested me, I have little to no friends, sarcasm was my best defense, and every online test I took has sorted me into Slytherin witch automatically makes me a creep to those who take their fantasy literature seriously.

I still long for him. I want to be embraced by him. Feel his lips against mine. To be the reason why he laughs or smiles. I want to cook him a delicious meal that finally doesn't come out burnt. And finally I want a future to where I wake up next to him in the morning.

I can't have that though. And, I don't think I deserve them either. I'm the creep. The werido. The game is over now. We won due to him.

As the crowd begins to rise from the stands i notice my hiding spot will soon be revealed if I stay. He'd absolutely think I'm an utter freak then.

I don't belong here.

And I take my leave.

((A.N. Hello readers! This is my very first fanfiction and I wrote this as an exercise to destress myself from finals so I don't expect it to be all that good but here it is. :) If you find any mistakes please point it out so I can correct them.