-(:Chapter 1:)-

I swiftly threw the Kunai at the tree. Pretending it was a enemy. When I landed back on the ground. I watched as the tree split into two. I had did it again. I couldn't channel my power! My face began to turn red and I let my rage explode!

"WHY CAN'T MY KUNAI JUST STAND IN THE TREE FOR KAMI'S SAKE! I CAN'T GO TO NINJA ACADEMY BECAUSE IM TO POWER! IM A FREAK! IM DIFFERENT! SO NO ONE WANTS TO BE AROUND ME!"

I finally stooped kicking the tree. I plopped down beside it and sighed. I pulled my knees closer to me and hugged them tightly to my body as I hid my face in them.

"Why can't I just be normal. I hate being different. I can't go and do this, I'm not allowed there, why are you here, and What are you. That's all I hear from my village."

The Village Hidden in the clouds. I was to powerful to fit in. I was a threat to the whole village. The only one in the whole Village that knows me as me is Kiki-Sama. She feeds me and have me a place to stay. I do work for It though. I just can't stand watching as the kids my age running to there parents and telling them what they learned or how they got praised for the ninjutsu they worked so hard on. I got up from my spot and headed towards the gates of the village. I made my ways towards Kiki's Apartment. When I saw are Hokage standing there in front of the door talking with Kiki. I didn't want to disturb them. So I jumped up to the baloney of the apartment. She listened in quietly.

"Kiki you know how dangerous she is. Why must you keep her around. You know that my son fears what she may do to you. He fears for you. For how much he loves you."

"I know fourth Hokage. But she is just a little kid. She knows nothing of hurting people. She doesn't even go out of the Village to train like the other kids. She doesn't understand anything."

"That's for her own good Kiki. You know that for yourself. I don't understand why you keep her when you know she was the one. You know first hand on what power she has. No child of that age should have that much power. Not even Demons do. You must get her out of this Village. Your the only one she listens to. In the whole Village."

"But Hokage! Please hear me out just cause she has a lot of power doesn't mean that she knows how to use it. Please Hokage don't do this. She only a child. I care for her!"

"She killed her and your own Clan, Kiki! She killed everyone!"

"Expect me! She needs me! Please Hokage.!"

"That's and order Kiki. For everyone's own safety."

I stood there in complete shock. I couldn't of have. I mean I don't even remember my child hood. That doesn't mean I did it. I could never hurt Kiki. But the Hokage said it and Kiki even went with it. Kiki never lies to anyone. I can't believe it. I'm a monster..."

I reached to my eyes. There was tears pouring out. I didn't even notice them until I felt them hit my feet. I slowly fell over off the baloney. I landed hard on the dusty surface. I heard a little scream come from Kiki. I watched as she ran to me and sat beside me.

"Ami! Are you alright. Are you hurt! How did this happen?"

I just stared at her with distrust. I killed her clan and she treated me as her own daughter. I even treated her like a mother that I never knew. How could I do such a thing. I then heard the voice of the Fourth Hokage's son. Fumito. He sat down beside Kiki and grabbed her arm and pulled her away from her spot. I whimpered not having her close. I felt nothing. Everything around me had no feeling. I stood up slowly. My right arm had a gash in it and so did my left leg. Which had not stop bleeding yet. I looked at the crying Kiki. I began to walk to her when Fumito stepped in front of me and blocked me from her. I growled. I wanted Kiki. Then feeling came back when the fourth Hokage came up behind me with a kunai pressed down on my neck. I then listen to the sounds that I had blocked out earlier.

"NO! YOU CAN'T KILL HER! STOP IT! PLEASE HOKAGE! IM BEGGING YOU! AMI RUN! DON'T STAND THERE!"

I stared at her then smiled. I didn't want her to cry. I had done many unforgivable things to Kiki. And here she stands acting foolish for me. I didn't want that. I finally answered.

"Kiki, I have done Unforgivable things to you. That I didn't even know of. I'm sorry for being noisy again and listening to your conversations. I'm a stupid kid right. I guess everyone was right I am a monster. I don't want to ruin any of your future. Since I have ruined enough. Please stop your foolish screaming and begs. I can't stand to see you like this. Please smile. I love your smile. It always made me feel like you were my mother I never knew. Cause I'm a monster. You made me feel like a normal person. Which I never was. So please smile it looks Better on you."

I smiled at her sweetly. Even though I had tears in my eyes I needed to be strong. I wasn't human and I didn't need to be in a village. I could hurt people. I then saw Kiki fling out of Fumito's hold and grabbed on to me, but right when she hugged me. The fourth Hokage threw a small Kunai at her with hit her in the shoulder. My eyes widen as she fell to her knees. She leaned her head on my tummy and whispered.

"Please Ami. Leave and don't come back. I want you to leave and that's and order from your mother. I've always loved you as a daughter. So please for me. Go and leave!"

Her blood was now on me. From her shoulder dripping blood down. With the small Kunai that the fourth Hokage threw. I heard her plead. I started crying. She was passed out so I didn't have to hold up my strong front anymore. My knees gave away and I hugged her. When Fumito came and pulled her away from me. Saying I had hurt her in front of the whole village. My emotions were now rage. All of it. I was on my knees with my head lowered. I heard all the yells and I lost it when the fourth Hokage said

"Killing a useless kid like you is no trouble. But look at the pain you put Kiki in. You should have just killed her with her clan so she doesn't have to feel this pain. It's all your fault."

That was it. I stood up slowly and raised my head up at him with a death glare and yelled.

"DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT TEME!"(1)

I ran at him with lighting speed and stabbed my Kunai in his shoulder the same as Kiki. I pulled it out and did it again. I then whispered.

"I am not as worthless as an man that uses his power and title to get everything he wants. I use to look up to you. Now I know how foolish I really was. Teme!"

With a blink I was out of the Village and running towards who knows where. I will keep my promise with Kiki. Though I will come back and get revenge on that village. I growled. I had been running for miles with out knowing it. My sight began to get blurry and everything was fading. I forgot about my own injures. I'm such a stupid kid. I fell over once again. This time in soft meadow. I felt someone's Aura. They where close. But I was to weak to defend myself. I was a useless kid. I sighed when I heard a voice yell!

"Kakashi-Sensei! Come quick! There's someone injured."

(1) Teme- Bastard