I can't believe he is gone" Jen said to her self not more then a week ago
Wes was standing beside her and know he was gone for ever. Alex walked into the room
"Jen you coming?" He asked today was Wes's funeral
"Ya just wait a second" she said as she stood up
"Jen…you ok?"
"As ok as I will ever be"
"No I mean you seam like your sick or something"
"Or something" she murmured under her breath
"What?"
"Nothing" she said putting on a fake smile and walking out of the room out to the car
The funeral lasted an hour and as soon as she could she left the room she did not want to be in there anymore Wes had left her with only a broken heart how could he leave her how could he…die. Jen knew deep down that it was not his fault but it was easier to be mad then sad it was the only emotion she seemed to know at the moment. Jen put her hand on her stomach no Wes had left her with something more a piece of him…a baby.
Alex walked in "Jen u ran out of that room fast no one got to say there condolences too you"
"So" Jen said stubbornly
"Jen before when I thought there was something wrong with you I mean it"
"Ales Wes just died of course there's something wrong." She said anger building up
"Jen Don't get mad at me I know what your doing getting mad and touch when there is more then just Wes's death"
Tears formed in Jens eyes
"Jen what's wrong I Didn't mean to upset you"
"No Alex it's…I'm Pregnant"
"What?"
"You herd me I don't know how to fell happy or sad Wes just died but… I'm having a baby having a baby it supposed to be happy"
"Jen think of it this way Wes left you with more then a broken hart he left you with a small part of him"
"I know and I will be happy someday about this but not know"
"Jen it's ok to be happy know its ok to be happy and sad at once"
"I'm not ready to be happy…not know not yet"
Alex walked out of the room to the living room of the small house they were renting
"I can't get her to be happy"
"Alex it took her forever to get over your death and Wes was there to help her he just never gave up on her you can't either" Said Katie laying a hand on his back
"I never said I'm not giving up"
"Remember when Wes would just keep on pushing Jen when she wouldn't tell him something" Trip said with a smile
"Or the cookies" Katie said they all laughed at the time Wes tried to teach Jen to make cookies and she ended making them all wrong and them tasting so bad.
"Or his car" Lucas said they all looked at him "No I mean when he didn't know I was a race car driver…"
"And he thought he was teaching you to drive…" Trip interrupted
"Oh and then you got a ticket for speeding" Katie said
"Or the time he ate all the donates except for one he gave us then tried to take it back" Lucas said
"But he did get the donate" Katie said
"And you got another ticket" Trip said wit ha laugh
"Ok" Alex said felling a bit out of the loop "I get it Wes was there for her and you but we need to worry about her she's barely eating and she needs to eat now more then ever.
As time went on Wes's memory faded due to Jen not wanting to talk about him to her he was erased. She had a baby his name was Sky his hair stated out like Jens's dark but then his hair at the age og 3 started to get liter and become blond just like Wes he always was laughing and giggling as a baby he was a little Wes in every way until he was 10 when he asked the question Jen had dreaded.
"Mom can you tell me about my dad?"