A/N: Hey you guys! I just felt bored...and my emotions were on a drive through...I won't say how I got inspired by doing this, but I will say that I DO HOPE YOU REVIEW!
Alright here's the summary:
Let's say that Severus ran away from home.
That Severus had a little sister, named Drusilla.
Severus has had enough of his father's beating.
So tonight is the night that he is leaving. (didn't realize ti'll now that this is poetic right there...funny)
You might want to have music in the back...just to bring the effect of this poem this chicka has made for my readers...here are your choices on what I suggest you listen to:
1. My Guardian Angel- by The Red jumpsuit apparatus
OR
2. Everything- by Lifehouse
OH AND P.S.: YOU'LL NEED TO USE EMOTION IN THIS...TO GET THE FEELING STUCK IN YOUR HEAD.
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IN DRUSILLA'S POINT OF VIEW
I beg you Severus, "Please don't go,"
I heard the door open, thought it was someone else
But I was praying in my heart, that it was you,
I heard your voice, and for a few seconds I thought I heard my heart skipped
But just as fast as you came, you left in one quick zip
Sir was scolding you that I know
Mother was around the corner…lingering on ever word
Voices were heard around the house, but only in a way were they were slurred
I see Mommy trying to not see Sir and Severus
You two were fighting like you needed some justice
"Honey please stay..." I hear Mommy's voice ringing in my head
as I walk the other way to go bed
I hear her breath quivering
I am unaffected for I was not trembling
I told myself I was strong
Merlin, was I wrong
Severus comes over and says "hello,"
As if the scolding he got, didn't affect him so
I say say "hello" back with a smile on my face, with so much bravery that you would think I was a pro.
Severus says that he won't be back, not until Tuesday
And that he'll be somewhere in the East
I try to act like I could care in the least
In a softly voice, but easy for my Guardian Angel to hear,
"Promise me you will be back," I ask.
My brother doesn't reply…
Only stares and says in a low whisper, "until I feel like I'm welcome back"
I feel my eyes turn to glass
I try wiping my eyes, only having water spill out like an hourglass
I feel so broken; I don't think I can breathe
I feel my heart race like I'm in a mile
I hurry in my head to stop that rate and to press that dial
My Guardian,
My hero,
My bro.,
My—my—my everything
Is leaving...
Even if he says he will be back on Tuesday
It seems so much farther than that and it's too far away
I'm falling apart Sevy.
I know you didn't mean to,
But,
I now question if I wasn't doing my best of my abilities for being your sister..
Do you know what's it's like?
Will you know what's it's like to sleep every night worrying about you?
Praying to the gods and the stars that you are being taken care of, is safe?
Do you know that I feel my heart slowing down 'cause I don't have your soul next to me?
Well do you? Do you?!
I start getting all these doubts that I don't think I can think, hear, or even scream?
I really do want to tell you this Sevy., I really do, and I just don't want to make your pain worsen…
I wish I didn't have to carry so much of burden from this family on my shoulders.
It feels like I'm one of those house-elves that Lucius owns
My skin has become tainted red from all this pain in this family; I don't think this body of mine can last any longer.
I don't think I'll make it till Tuesday Severus…
It's like I am in Hell and these problems are the flames
The flames are flaming me alive, burning me alive, and I don't think I can make it home
I don't—I don't…
I don't know what will happen when I can't walk all the way home.
Oh how I wish I could go back in time and change it,
Maybe stop you and try to at least understand you why you would cut your beautiful white pale skin
Why you did the things you did
Maybe if I understood you more and was put in your shoes, you wouldn't be alone you wouldn't have left.
In side my head, I keep on thinking…thinking that this is all my fault
And no matter how hard I try I still blame myself
I really need my guardian angel right now…
I really need your light, Severus
I really do need you by my side so I can stand
I really, really do
Severus, will you stay home?
Severus, when will you come home?
You being gone it's like my heart is closing and it's not able to beat while you're gone.
I can't breathe right now…
You're my source, my light…
Severus…Severus…please be safe…
Can I please be welcome with your hugs when you return…
So I can feel safe and not feel afraid
Not worrying about tomorrow or the day after that?
Can we smile and laugh like it was a spring day like when we we're little?
Next Tuesday:
You aren't coming home I hear...
So I'll wait...
But I think I already am dead to see you walk home
I will ALWAYS love you brother...
NEVER FORGET! T-T
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