I have wanted to write this for so long, and now I finally did... ^_^ This fic is from Biyomon's POV during season01, of her thoughts about Sora, her friend and partner.
Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own Digimon. I'd give up my Eason Chan CD if I can though.
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A Digimon's POV - Love
Story by: Wings
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I must say, I was surprised that Sora actually had her vulnerable side.
I mean, just by looking at the surface, nobody would ever guess that she was lonely underneath that fake cheerful smile.
She sure fooled everybody else. Everybody but me.
If you look carefully, you'll find that trace of sadness and loneliness in her crimson eyes. Yet they don't show often, since she somehow learned to keep it under control very well. If you just caught her at the flicker of moment, you'll know.
I tried to get her to open up her heart, but she just gives me that fake smile of hers, and brushed it off.
I understand, Sora. I understand that you think you are not loved, and you don't have love.
But you do have love, Sora.
Everybody around you loves you. Especially me, Sora. Look around, and you'll find love. See? Your presence makes the group complete.
You're always caring for everybody else, and you are showing love, Sora. Your caring ways are nothing but love. What do you think it is? Friendship? Of course, your love comes from friendship, but at least you know you have love inside you.
You know you have compassion inside you, Sora.
As your friend and protector, I understand you. I know that you must have had some kind of bad experience when it came to the matter of love. But you know what? Everybody has love, and I mean everybody.
No one is born with hate running in their veins. Everybody started with love.
I still remember the first time I met you. You seem like a perfect, happy eleven year old girl, who is just like any other ordinary kid. That was my first impression of you - cheerful, always ready with a smart remark, and caring.
Time passed, as I get to know you deeper. You seemed like a book to me. A book without an ending. Page after page, I discover more and more about you, as you turned out to be a very complex person than I first thought of. Of course, you're still caring, but your cheerful smile is dead fake to me. Maybe not to the others, but definitely to me.
You hid that dark side of yours so well, that not even I knew about it, let alone the others.
There are times when I wished you would just let your true feelings show. I wish you would just yell, scream, or just do something to let them out. But no, you keep suppressing them. They'll eventually get to you, Sora, if you keep doing that.
And there are times when I think you're even more lonelier than Matt. Everybody thought Matt was the rebellious and lonely one, but you are too, Sora. Except that you aren't rebellious. I must say, however, that at least Matt would do something about it through his defiant ways and his harmonica. But you don't, Sora, you never do.
That time when you ran away from the others becaue your crest won't glow, you never told me one word about how you were feeling. You chose the fastest, and yet, most hurting route - the escape route.
Sora, running away is not they way to solve problems. You keep helping your friends in secret, and you know that you didn't want to leave the group.
You keep looking over the others, acting like the big sister, yet your heart is still bleeding.
Trust me, Sora. You have love, and you are loved.
I will patiently wait for the day when you open up your heart, and realize that you truly deserved that crest of love.
I will wait, and I will always love you, Sora.
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Yeah, I know this is short,
but it does reflect my feelings toward Sora. Review, please!
^_^
~ Wings