A/P Viggie Nov. 7
Is it strange that I'm not repulsed by Ani's prosthetic hand? I don't think it is. It's as much a part of him as his natural hand. I think I realized it before he did. He didn't like touching me with it at first, but I helped put him at ease. Now he's not as self-conscious about it.
Despite how it looks, it's actually light and quite warm to the touch. It's especially true of the replacement he got recently. I can feel one of the fingers tracing a line down my bare back. I turned over to look at Ani and he's smiling at me. He brushes back the curls away from my face and caresses my cheek.
I start kissing the fingers as they brush past my lips, then I take his hand and kiss his open palm. He looks at me with such fascination and awe, it leaves me breathless. Once I regain my composure, I continue kissing the palm, then the fingers again. I brush my lips and tongue up one of his fingers, gently nipping the tip. I know the circuitry is very sensitive. He's grinning at me lustfully.
I let him roll over on top of me, taking me into his arms. As we kiss, both of his hands move on my body. Then are still some places Ani won't touch me with that hand. I don't push him. But if he wanted to, I wouldn't stop him. I've learned that in love, you accept the whole person and you hold nothing back.