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So I am thinking of writing this story which would be an AU of my real life turned into a Bella and Edward fic. Like in my life I don't know where this will end up though I have a feeling I'd want to write a juicier more dramatic version with a happier ending then what will happen in real life. Cryptic? So yeah this Chapter is pretty much what happened to me when I realized my life was a fan fic plot waiting to happen. Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight this is just a lame attempt at fan fic.

When I got the email I literally almost fell out of my chair.

Subject: im engaged

Bella,

how was your big 30

sorry i havent written / called in awhile. life has been quite crazy. work has been somewhat insane. ive been dating monika since march, and i proposed over the weekend in rio.

current plan is for a wedding over memorial weekend.. will know exact dates shortly.

i am still planning on coming back to the states in january and I will be in seattle for two days before i head to a family thing in chicago.

i'll try calling soon, but things are pretty hectic.

edward

Fuck me! I knew the day would come but, well, maybe I hoped it wouldn't. My Edward, my sweet, nerdy, genius, beautiful Edward is finally going to get married, and it's not to me or anyone I have even met for that matter.

Twelve years ago when I met him he was one of the youngest people in the dorm the smartest. He also had a girlfriend. Who meets their girlfriend on the very first day of freshman orientation? The love of my life, but I wasn't the girl. Tanya was sweet though and I adored them both as a couple and only semi coveted him.

They were together for almost six years. When they broke up it was like my parents got a divorce. I listened to both of them when they'd call me in the middle of the night upset over their latest fights. I thought I'd be in their wedding while (secretly) still coveting the groom. I was wrong and they broke up.

Edward put all his attention to finishing medical school and then one day he called telling me he was going to move abroad to work in a clinic in a third world country. He hasn't lived in the US for over three years. Less than two years after the break up, I attended Tanya's wedding, to one of his former roommates. It wasn't like that, nothing scandalous, but apparently Jacob had secretly coveted his (former) roommate's girlfriend and when he found out they were broken up he went for it.

Did their wedding give me hope that all my secret coveting may result in my one day happily ever after with Edward? I think it kinda did. That all ended with Subject: i am engaged.

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I don't think I want to go in the direction of a My Best Friend's Wedding type story though in real life I have been comparing my situation between that and the backwards episode of Seinfeld (the wedding is in a third world country). I think this will be kinda funny with some angst. I go to the wedding at the end of this year. I think I really want to write this story maybe as self therapy though in real life I am under no illusion that I will ever end up with the groom to be. Would you read it? Leave a review if it interest you and you think I should continue.