MUST READ INTO YOUR ARMS TO UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS!

So, I decided instead of sending these in reviews I'll just start a whole new story for these extra's. It was getting seriously difficult keeping up with all of the different ones. :) Hope you guys like it this way better. I sure know it will be easier for me.

This minichapter was sent out to my reviewers of Chapter 34. It was the letter Edward mentioned writing to Tanya in Chapter 33.

Dear Tanya,

There's so much I need to tell you in this letter. I guess I should start at the beginning of it all. My life has changed dramatically since you left Alexa and me. But you know that. I told you that in Seattle when I dropped you off at the rehab center.

What I didn't tell you is that I'm in love with the woman i left sixteen years ago. I kept that from you because I didn't find that it was any of your business. Now i think you should know that I plan to marry this woman. I plan to make a whole family with her. That includes her adopting Alexa.

You have no say in this, I know that but I felt you should know that I plan on asking her to adopt Lex one day.

She's the perfect mother for Alexa. She loves her as her own and i couldn't be happier to have her in our lives.

I felt that even if you have no rights to Alexa you still needed to know that another woman would be taking your place in her life. I will tell you that one day we plan on telling Alexa about you. That's why I want you to get clean. Maybe that makes me selfish but there is no way I'm going to tell my daughter that her biological mother is dead because of her own stupid mistakes.

You and I met under the wrong circumstances. I thought I wanted you. I really thought I could love you, Tanya. You weren't and still aren't available to me. I knew that then and I know that now.

I also wanted you to know that Alexa is the most amazing gift you could have ever given me. I love her. She helped me through so much after you just gave her off to me without a second look at her. She's my heart; my life. So, I want to thank you for that.

I'm happy, Tanya. for the first time in forever I am truly happy. I'm going to be a father again and I could ask for anything more in my life. But you should know you're responsible for half of my happiness by giving me Alexa. Without her I would be nothing.

I enclosed a picture of her in the envelope. I told you once I never wanted you to see her but I feel you should see how amazing she's growing up. She looks so much like you.

This letter is a way of goodbye. I need to completely let you go from my life and Alexa's. One day you might get a call from her but until then I have to ask you to never contact me again.

I've got you into rehab now that all I can do for you anymore.

Goodbye,

Edward Cullen.