Prologue:
My dearest Bella,
I miss you so much, more then you could possibly know, I regret leaving and not saying goodbye, but I wasn't right for you my love, I wasn't as strong as you.
I wish you were in my arms right now and we would be laughing. You would have your head on my arm and your nose would be wrinkled by my lame joke. We would be eating carmel popcorn and watching another one of your classical movies or just sitting there in content.
Did you ever get my little messages that I left love, the clues to tell you I would be back one day? I wish I had been here for you when you needed me Bella and I regret it now, not coming back to you earlier.
I regret it all Bella, I regret not being strong enough to support you, help you when you needed me the most. I regret running away, I regret not telling you I loved you before I left and now….now I guess you will never know.
I miss you Bella but I could only hope that you would forgive me, that you would have loved me back.
Always and forever
Your Edward xx
Authors note:
Hello my lovely readers, I hope you will stick with this story as I have big plans for it. A beta is welcome and even a co-writer, just PM me.
Updates hopefully weekly but as always I can't make promises
Xoxo Erin
