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Summary: "She was too young for heartbreak, too young for nostalgia."
Couple: Nate/Blair
Inspired by: My undying love for this pairing :)
They were, what Blair would like to call, tragedy in its highest form. The dramatics of their relationship was never ending, it was never complete. It was like the last installment of a series; you riffle through the pages, wanting there to be more, it's over and you know it, yet you can't help but fantasize, you can't help but dream.
In her life span of what was coming to twenty years, she had always been one who was in need of perfection; she strived for it and searched for it every chance she got. Blair was the cover girl for perfection itself, but she had never disagreed more.
Their relationship itself was perfection, the height of it in fact, but she knew better, she knew that perfection never lasts. When she thought of him she thought of laughter, hope, dreams, needs, wants, youth, lazy afternoons and a long list of firsts. She felt protection and new love; she felt every emotion that one could tumult through their body and every happy and reminiscent thought that accompanied them.
She constantly wondered about what if's. She was too young for heartbreak, too young for nostalgia. Yet every time she neared him and smelt the sandalwood that drifted off his aura, she felt herself get dizzy and the cracks in her heart slowly mend themselves.
He was her healer and she was his patient, the patient with the worry and stress of the world on her feminine shoulders. She felt her doe eyes rim with tears, the tears that should not have been known to a girl of her young age.
He was her belief and she was Tinkerbell. The hope he filled her with was all she needed to survive. Yes, he was her pixie dust, and he taught her to fly, but in the end, that's all he'd ever be.
Because your first love is always the hardest to let go, and they were tragedy in its highest form and the long awaited arrival of their series finale was long since overdue.
'Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away.'
-the movie, Evita.
But maybe, just maybe, they might have an epilogue.
i'm new to gg fanfics and i cant say im too happy with this one. it feels like its missing something, but im hoping to write more oneshots for this category. i love this couple and i have no idea what the heck that the writers of the show are thinking pairing Blair with Chuck, theyr way too alike and their relationship is so arsenic, but i guess i could live with the idea of them together, for now. :) btw this goes with the tv show, at any time you would like it to work :) review!