Hey guys ! This is an intro, the second chapter will be more exciting. I hope you will love it !
Thank a lot to smamibean for correct my story !
Chapter One
"Thank God, the show is over" Sara whispered to herself, away from the mic and, naturally, away from the ears of all the fans that screamed at her and her sister.
*An hour after*
Sara walked slowly onto the tour bus, her legs felt like stones and a beat played in her head. She rubbed her eyes at the same time as a yawn came out of her mouth. Sara roughly opened the bathroom door, she just wanted to take a shower and sleep for the next three months.
"Oh... my... God," It's the only thing that she can say in her mind when her gaze meets a half-naked Tegan. Her sister turned to face her and Sara feel herself blushing, her breath stopped as she saw the perfect muscles under Tegan's soft stomach skin.
In a last try to not lose her mind Sara focused her gaze on the jeans that her sister was fortunately, or unfortunately, she don't really know what was better right now, wearing. Perfectly knowing that the sight of Tegan's breast under her bra would turn her on like crazy.
"Oh...S-Sara...Hum." The twins sisters where standing in an awkward silence, blushing and uncomfortable. After a whole minute of torture to keep herself away from Tegan, Sara finds her voice.
"S-sorry Tegan I-I'll come back in ...Uh.. maybe five or-r ten minutes" Before Tegan could understand what her sister had said, she was alone.
The door shut, leaving a confused, dizzy, and close to tears Tegan. She feels the familiar pain in her heart, a terrible squeeze. With the water in her eyes she drops her clothes off with frustration. "You're such a fuckin' sick and crazy person Tegan Rain Quin". When she sees that she forgets to take a clean shirt to the bathroom with her, a sob left her throat. After a minute of profound sadness she feels herself getting angry, incredibly angry.
"WHO ARE YOU TEGAN QUIN? WHO ARE YOU FOR FUCKS SAKES?"
Sara was sitting on the couch, head in her hands and close to tears, when she jumps to Tegan screaming in the bathroom. Tegan's screams woke up the entire bus. Sara stopped thinking about the fact that one or two minutes before, she had walked into the bathroom to see her half naked sister, and the fact that the only thing that she was wanted to do at this moment, was to kiss Tegan with all the force possible. Sara ran to the door and threw it open. Immediately, Tegan fall on top of her.
``It's okay guys I got her, just go back to sleep`` Sara said at all the curious and sleepy faces that poked out of the bunks. Everyone come back to bed. Tegan still against her shoulders, crying. Sara gently guided her sister to the couch. Cuddling her sister's face, Sara wiped the tears away from her cheeks. Not wanting to look at her sister's perfect body, covered only by a bra, she looked deep into Tegan's hazel eyes. Sara was hypnotized by this gaze so full of sadness, confusion, pain and... love?
Tegan's POV
I can feel her gentle and soft hands on my face. The movement of her fingertips gave me goose bumps and maked my whole body sweat."It's not normal Tegan, she's your sister!"
"Hey Teegs, what's wrong?" Sara's eyes were questioning.
"Nothing, I'm just ti-"
"Oh yeah, I know! Me too! I usually get tired after only two weeks of touring and that's generally when I start screaming at myself in the bathroom. After that I fall in the arms of my sister start crying. " I can't help but lets a little nervous giggle come out of my mouth. Sara grinned and my heart expanded in my rib cage.
"C'mon Tee-Tee, tell me what's wrong," Sara said, moving her face closer to me, her eyes never leaving mine.
'Fuck. Fuck. What I'm supposed to say? Yeah Sara it's just that I'm in love with you and it's confuse me because y'know, you're my sister!' I shook the thought from my mind. I couldn't think of a sensible answer.
"Tegan? Are you going to answer me or what?" Her voice was soft, careful.
I said nothing, all the words that I wanted to say to her, I kept inside of me. My head and my heart fought inside of me, hurting me.
"It's...It's what happened in the bathroom. Isn't it? Yes it is," She pulled her gaze away from my face, away from me. Her voice was calm, too calm. She toke a deep breath and talked again with a shaky voice.
"Yes, it's always me. I'm the problem." Sara was now looking at the wall with a gaze of...anger.Tears rolled down her cheeks and before I can do anything, she says something that just fucked me up. "I'm so sorry Tegan, I just didn't see it coming. I don't know if it's here for a long time but, it's so intense. Deep in myself, and its break you. I fuckin' hate myself for that. I hope you can forgive me...Forgive me little Tee-Tee, I-"
She never end her sentence, both of us take the other in a needed hug, perfectly synchronized. I don't know why she hugged me. I do know that I hugged her to distract her from the horrible thing that I saw in her eyes.
Narrated
They don't break the contact between their bodies for the whole night. Tegan felt herself getting tired from all emotions she felt that night, she slowly let herself fall asleep right there on the couch. Sara in her arms, said nothing, letting her sister spoon her. She cried for a long time, but when Tegan's hands take her own and softly massaged her palms the sobs stopped and she fell asleep.
*The morning after*
Shaun woke up before everybody else. His first thought was the image of Tegan in Sara's arms after the weird crisis in the bathroom. Worried, he decided to look into Tegan's bunk, just to be sure that she was okay. When he opens the bunk he jumps a little to see Tegan cuddling Sara and...fuck...holding her hand? 'I definitely never seen the girls so close to each other, I guess that it's a sister thing. Awwh, it's absolutely too cute, weird but cute.'
Tegan POV
What I see in my arms is absolutely perfect. I feel her warm body against mine, but I've got to stop thinking about her body. I'm only wearing a bra, a cotton bra for fuck's sakes. If my nipples get hard, she's going to know it. 'C'mon Tegan, focus on something else!'
I can see her right ear come out of her hair. The curve of her neck meets her jaws line, at one point and her shoulders at another point. Sara's pale skin hypnotizes me for five or seven minutes.
After that, Sara's breathing picks us speed. It's too fast.
"Sara, are you okay? Do you need your puffer?" I stand on my right elbow, trying to see her face.
She turns her face a little and looks deep into my eyes with a scared-panic gaze.
"I-I can't-t bre-eath T-teg-an..."
My heart jumps and I get out of the bunk using too much energy, I bumped my head roughly on another bunk.
Narrated
Ted was pissed off at Johnny. Johnny was having a bad dream and made strange noises the whole night, never letting him sleep. He come out of his bunk, ready to punch the person who woke him up, he fell against Tegan still on the floor holding her head.
"WHAT THE FUCK TED? GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME"
"HEY! YOU WOKE ME UP!"
"TED IT'S DOESN'T MATTER, SARA NEEDS HER PUFFER! NOW!" She screaming as she pushed Ted away from her.
Shaun ran from the kitchen with a 'what-the-fuck' expression planted on his face.
"Hey guys calm down! What's going on? You woke everybody up, screaming like that! Being an adult didn't kill anybody!"
Tegan started running towards Shaun. Sure that she is going to punch him, he stood calmly, determinate to resist.
"SHAUN GET OUT OF MY WAY!"
"Tegan calm down, you-"
Before Shaun can finish his sentence, Johnny jumps out of his bunk asking "Why the fuck we had to scream at 6 o'clock in the morning." Tegan begin to freak out at the thought of Sara's asthma crisis, perfectly knowing that her puffer was in the bathroom. The bathroom was just behind a stubborn Shaun.
``FOR FUCK'S SAKES SHAUN GET OUT OF MY WAY! SARA NEEDs HER FUCKIN PUFFER! RIGHT NOW!`` Tegan repeated before she punched Shaun to pass. She ran like crazy into the bathroom, searching for the fuckin' puffer. After 30 terrible seconds, she found the puffer and practically fell against her bunk. When she looked into it, Sara was half-sitting and her hand was on her chest, her lungs searching for breath.
Tegan POV
Immediately, I shake the puffer putting my left hand against her back. I gently pushed it against her soft lips. Her right hand crushed my own, desperately pushing the button. I watched her regain her breath. The profound panic in my heart was washed away, she was okay. I could hear the guys talking out there. I didn't care, my frustration left me when I saw Sara.
The fact that she didn't stop holding my hand, after using her puffer, made me feel a little confused. She squeezed my fingers lightly, my hold getting more sure, more...more like holding a hand. It's like, I can feel the contact of her fingers twined with mine in my whole body. Something in my heart that was so tiny before, grew. It made me smile, subconsciously. She smiled back. Her cheeks getting pink, her eyes brilliant. With her grin Sara, was so delicate, like porcelain. 'God, she's so hot when she sweats. I can see every small drops of salt water shimmering on her pale skin...'
Sara POV
'I feel so good right now. I'm in a bunk close to Tegan. It feels so good when I'm close to her, its like if she makes me feel perfect in her perfection.' I look at her smiling, and my feelings never seemed so clear. It's never seemed so clear, that I absolutely adore the way that she plays with her labret, that her childish attitude charms me, that everything about her makes me love her more than before. Fuck, it's never been so clear that I'm in love with her, so deeply in love with my fuckin' sister! And if someone had a problem with this love, he must run.
"Are you okay?" My sister said, worried.
"Yes I am. Thanks Tee, y'know it can sound weird but I'm touched by the incredible Adventure Of Tegan And The Fuckin Puffer!" I said with a grin.
"I hope, I kind of broke my head against the Ted's bunk!" She said giggling.
"What? Let me see!"
I gently put my hands on her forehead, wrapping her hair behind her ear and searching for a bump. I love touching her warm skin, she's blushing. I am too. I can feel her heat, and I just want to feel it (against) my body. My fingers slide slowly into her hair as she closed her eyes and –'Jesus, she's so fuckin hot right now'- lightly bit her soft lips. I feel her push her head against my hands, my breath began to go faster and heavy. I'm getting a bit dizzy, having an asthma crisis and then turned on like that in the same five minutes it isn't the best thing. 'Fuck, I only past my hand trough her hair and I'm turned on like never.'
"C'mon girls, it's time to get up !"
Narrated
The so-clear feeling Sara experienced a bit earlier seems to be a little cloudy at breakfast. At the dinner its feels complicated. After the show, she's just freaking out. All the faces that she sees in the day pressures her more and more. Did she really flirt with her own twin sister?
In the other hand, Tegan keep one thought in her head the whole day.
"Sara don't love me"