This is Pre-Silence, and Mostly AU a JoanGod pairing

Disclaimer: I don't Own JOA or CBG or GKG, wish I did.

This is Pre-Silence, and Mostly AU a JoanGod pairing. Yeah, I know a lot of people think this is gross, but I think that the characters have great chemistry..


Another boring day of lunch, Adam was doodling on his notes, and Grace was throwing paper balls at Friedman across the room because Luke was sick at home. I was trying to stay awake and puzzle out what The Almighty meant by "Listen to Jimmy Eat World". Just before the bell rang, one of my worst fears popped into existence.

Two cops, hats in hand walked towards me, "Miss Girardi, I'm afraid we have some bad news. Your father was shot today, and is in critical condition."

"No," I stood shakily, not trusting this.

I faintly heard several people calling my name, and a very urgent, soft, call from Adam, "Jane."

The ringing bell melded with the buzzing I heard and I ran towards the door, making it halfway down the hall before spotting a brown corduroy jacket, so familiar to me. Stumbling into his arms, he pulled me upwards, arms wrapped around my waist and back. I buried my face in his neck, breathing deeply.

It felt wonderful to have him crushing me against him, to feel warm like I always did with him, when I thought of him.

His warm lips brushed across my cheek, warm air on my ear, "Everything will be alright, Joan. I promise."

I nodded, but the tears kept pouring, and all I could smell was this wonderful vanilla musk, "Don't leave me."

"I won't, Joan, I won't."

I pulled back and smiled through the tears, God gently brushed the pad of his thumb across my cheeks, sweeping away my tears, "Come on, I'll drive you to the hospital. We'll get Luke on the way."

I nodded and heaved a breath.

"Hey Girardi! Why are you hugging some stranger, your boy-toy is right here," Grace stalked up next to us.

Squeezing my eyes shut I willed this whole thing away, before I could speak his warm voice filled my ears.

"I'm a friend of Joan's. When I heard on the news, I knew she would need friends. Joan will call you later, Grace. Come on, Princess, I promise, everything will be alright."

I glanced back at a broken looking Adam, and a slightly stunned Grace. God only pulled me closer as he guided me down the hallway. I was warm, I felt safe as only he could make me feel.

He smiled down at me, brown eyes lighting up, "I know Joan, I know. After all being omniscient has its perks."


A/N: So yeah, I am not a huge Joan Adam shipper, and I really do think that written well, Joan God is a good pairing. This is less romantic and more a comfort love.