Beginning
Run, Run and don't look back. When you think you've run far enough run farther. You don't know which way you're going but if you go straight for a while you'll end up somewhere. But with you knowing that each step you take will just lead to another disaster, you'd rather stand still till someone comes to rescue you. Rescue. Who would come? If someone comes to help they'll be in the same situation as you, stuck. Your foot will just sink in the ground again and again if you tried to do anything. And there's nothing you can do about it. The ground is muddy, the forest is thick, and there's no way out. You just have to keep going in the same direction and hope for the best. The best being that it will end. It being the forest. The forest being life. Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide, just go, you don't need me to tell you what life is and you know that time doesn't stop. So there's not much to tell you but that life sucks. Here's another thing, you can't kill yourself because you have family that you would leave behind and you kind enough to let them see you alive. Trust me I tried. Planning a suicide is a tough job when you have a mom who is alone with my sister who's stubborn as hell. Then your father who is literally alone and is always depressed. As I was saying you can't really do anything about this problem. But you kind of just learn to deal with it and try to live it the best that you can. You know the saying 'Just be yourself,' well yeah that's my point. So we have to live life the best we can and hope that everything turns out alright. Right?
You might be thinking that this is just another story of a person's life being messed up. Well you're wrong. It's a lot worse than that. We're talking about a person's life beginning o the line. The life starts horrible and it just gets crushed, destroyed, stomped on, and burned on all the way through. You may also think that everything will just end up happy in the end. Well you're wrong again. There is no happy on this life time. No good no happy ending. It just gets worse and worse. You also may not be thinking about this at all and just enjoying another book, well what if this wasn't just another book? It's horror in pages that gets worse and worse, as I told you before.
Is it my life you ask? Well it is. You can look as this story being a new Cinderella story even though it has no happy ending and no prince charming. Oh and I don't have the evil step sisters nor step mother. It's just me, my little sister, and my divorced parents. With this divorced thing my family is in two different states in the United States. My sister lives with my mom in Shepherd, Michigan because it just turns out that my sister can't stand our dad so she's always with our mom. And so I go back and forth between my dad's and mom's place. My dad lives in Forks, Washington, a completely different place from my mom's. So everywhere I go I'm in a different habitat.
