A/N: hi guys, so this is the first thing I have ever written… Please don't hate me – English's not my mother's language and I don't have a betta reader…

Anyway, about this – it's basically a one-shot of Blaine's thinking during "Blackbird".

Spoiler alert to 2X16.

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Glee.


"Kurt, what's wrong?"

Kurt walked into the room with dark clothes and a sad look, "It's Pavaroti, Pavaroti's dead. I suspect a stroke"

"I'm so sorry…"

Kurt didn't even look at him when he continued, not bothering to answer Blaine because, really? What can he say?

Blaine felt helpless, he never found himself in a situation like this before – should he get up and comfort Kurt, or should he let him keep talking, because all he really needs is to get it all out of his filters…?

But then Kurt started singing, and WOW.

Yes, Blaine heard Kurt singing before. But somehow this time was different, Kurt sang about something who meant to him. It wasn't a flirty duet with Blaine, and not even a diva-ish audition. It was just…

God. Kurt's voice was pure and soft and Blaine couldn't think straight. What was happening to him?

And then, just like that, he realized it.

HE'S IN LOVE WITH KURT.

Why couldn't he see that before? Kurt was so smart and funny and easy-to-talk-with and beautiful and angle-like and his best friend.

AND HE LOVED HIM.

God, he had loved him since the moment Kurt touched hid hand in that crowded hallway. He had love him ever since, and now that he understood that, he doesn't think he will ever stop.

HE LOVES KURT.

HE LOVES KURT HUMMEL.

And he will do everything to make Kurt love him back.


Yeah, I know it's short, and really bad, and stupid, and i wont read it, but it's a start!

Anyway, my friend and I are currently writing a crisscolfer one (or more...?) shot... so, keep wondering around! ;)