"Where's Aragorn? "Fell", those were the only words I heard before I ran. Fell, Aragorn fell. How could he fall? I was watching him from across the battle field, cutting down his opponents with the greatest of ease, I turn my back for a second to slay an orc, and he's gone I run into a wall, turn, and keep running, so much for the grace of elves. Why? Why was he gone, I gripped his necklace in my hand like it was my life source, at the moment it was, I was fading. Blood slowly ran down my hand from where the evenstar cut it open, staining the ground of the white city red. Finally my legs gave out and I hit the ground I don't care anymore and let out a sob, I'm in the lower level of the city near the caves no one is around so I begin to let the tears fall from my eyes at a rapid paise and clutch his necklace tighter into my hand.

Arwen… she also loved him, *flash back* we were in Mirkwood, lord Elrond came to visit my father for a meeting and brought his new child, a human boy we know as Isliudurs heir , the boy looked scared and tired, who wouldn't be ? Mirkwoods giant spiders are not known for being friendly. The boy was supposed to be five or six and very kind and in tune with nature, so I was worried when I saw fear in his eyes, but that fear quickly turned to love and glee when he saw me. I thought there was a mistake. I turn around to leave and there was Arwen, so the boy had been looking at her? That made more sense but it still hurt and I felt a pang of sadness hit my heart. The boy slid down his horse and started to run towards us I side step so he can reach arwen easier but he turns tackling me and bringing us both to the ground before I could react he was running his fingers threw my hair, braiding it and muttering to himself about divine star light. I was clearly shocked, as was Arwen. Arwen, was used to getting whatever she wanted and was very widely known for her beauty, this boy ran right past her for me. I looked up at her and saw hatred and shock in her eyes and I knew no matter what, she was going to win, she wanted the boy and she was going to get no matter what anyone said.*end flash back*

I slowly uncurl my fist from the necklace my hand has stopped bleeding now but I still felt the sting when I pull the evenstar out of it. This was a promise, a fake one.*flash back* "It is mine to give to whom I choose, just like my heart." I hear her say those words and want to scream. "She doesn't mean it, don't fall for it!", but I can't that battle she declared all those years ago was still waging, and she was winning, I might get to go to Mt. doom with him, but she will always be on his mind, the whole way there. He doesn't get it. It's a lie. All she is doing is toying with him, the one boy not moved by her looks when they first met, something he doesn't even remember or so I thought. "Arwen, I can't" I hear him say "You must go to the undying lands with your people". I zone in and out of the conversation after that, but when I look down from the tree I'm in their kissing. I swiftly jump up and tree hop back to the palace holding in my sobs I look behind me once and see Arwen staring at me a cold smile planted on her face.*end flash back*

I end up falling asleep on the ground, at what time I do not remember . I feel cold and for the first time, sick. Elves don't get sick I numbly remembered. I herd cheering and by the sound of it a great crowd of people celebrating. I slowly sit up and lean against one of the walls. What's the point Aragorn's dead, I slowly stand up using the wall for support and walk aimlessly around the city. I find myself at the top of a watch tower looking down at the people below. I only ran into one or two people on the way there and they saw me and immediately ran the way they came from like they needed to find something, or someone, weird. I slowly lean over the side feeling the cold early morning wind blow threw my hair. And all of a sudden I'm falling. Not forwards but backwards. "WHAT DO YOU THINK YUR DOING LADI!?" its Gimli, I turn around and look at him and his face sinks. "No one told you yet, did they" he says in a much softer tone. I had no idea what he was talking about, no one told me anything. I didn't respond and numbly shook my head no. He gently took my hand and led me down the stairs and out of the tower, I remember him taking me back to the palace and down the stairs to the armory. Then I saw him Aragorn, his back was to me and it was all I could do not to cry out to him in joy. I slowly walk up to him and he turns around , he's smiling but I see concern in his eyes, I must look horrible , when I get up to him I sat the only thing I can think of " your late, and you look terrible" I offer a small smile and before I know it he pulled me into a hug. I slowly hug him back glad that he's here with me again, but I quickly step away and look down, he loves Arwen not you, I slowly show him my hand which is covered in blood but there it is, the evenstar, his promise. He extends his hand to take it from mine, not even noticing the blood as he thanks for keeping it safe ,at this point Gimli runs up to me with Eyowen and they start cleaning my hand of the blood. I look up and Aragorn's already gone.

Arwen has already won, she and I both know it , she knows I will one day fade , and he doesn't know anything, the lies the tricks the schemes, that he has fallen into, I hope he's happy is all I can think as I smile at him and vow to follow him to my death.

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