I woke up,today is the day. Today I will ask him out. I got out of bed and go on my maids outfit. It shrunk or my boobs grew again. I tried my best to put it on. I put up my hair and went to Varia so I could start cleaning and doing my job. When I arrived there it was already pretty clean I found a note.

'Went out go clean Shitty prince' room and clean my office.'

I wish Xanxus would be nicer,yet my heart belongs to Squalo so I don't have to worry to much about Xanxus sama. I cleaned Belphegor sama's room. When I walked into Xanxus' office it had glass all over, I saw Squalo I smiled. And started to clean the glass, Xanxus always threw his drinks at Squalo. When I was done I went up to Squalo. He had glass in his hair and face. He did not say anything as I got the glass out.

"Squalo sama are you okay?"

"Leave me alone, Rosie..."

" Yes sir just call me if you need anything."

I hugged him.

"Vooooi don't hug me the only one who is aloud to hug me is Boss...i mean no one! Get out now you ugly trash!"

My heart broke at that moment. I left the room tears running down my eyes. The rest of Varia came home I ran in to Xanxus.

"I'm sorry."

"Why are you crying woman?"

"It's nothing,I'm fine..."

" You don't seem fine."

" Squalo yelled at me, and called me ugly."

"Don't listen to shitty shark, he doesn't know anything."

I blushed.

" You're right thank you Xanxus sama."

I smiled.

"Plus he doesn't get the fact that it's on the inside that counts, looks don't matter."

Xanxus walked away. I never knew he even had a nice bone in his body. Why does my heart feel funny? I have long curly black hair,blue eyes,DD cup breasts,and I have an average build. I WISH! Instead I have curly short dark brown hair,brown eyes,E cup , and I am fat. Hips 42 inches, waist 34 inches and my thighs touch. I am a fat ugly, person. So I have to rely on my personallity. I know what you are thinking ' why can't you just lose weight?' and my answer is I tried, for the past 3 months I have ate nothing but salad, and drinking water, I have not lost one pound yet nor have I even lost an inch. I am 23 years old, Single and a virgin. I sighed Squalo came back I blushed, he went up to me.

"Voi woman, I don't like you, I don't even care for you, so shut the fuck up and stop trying you fat ugly woman."

Just as my tears stopped, they started to go down my face again. Squalo then slapped me for no reason. I fell to the ground.I couldn't stop my tears. Xanxus came out from his office. I tried getting up but he went to me before I could collect myself and get up.

" Grab my hand."

I grabbed it he helped me up.

" How much do you weigh?"

I better tell him. If I don't I might get hit again.

"158"

" Stop crying now."

I couldn't stop. Xanxus went close to me his hand was on my cheek,his thumb wiped away my tears. My heart started to race.

" Well Xanxus Sama. I have to go bye. "

"Wait." said Xanxus.

I stopped.

" What is it?"

Up close you are very pretty. I blushed.

"Boss, do you think Squalo hates me?"

"Squalo is a moron, don't even try."

Xanxus walked away. I wanted to die. My heart it felt heavy. Yet it felt happy. Heavy because of Squalo yet happy because of Xanxus. I could still feel his hand wiping away my tears. He was the first guy to call me pretty. It was my break,so I got on my grey sweats and a grey short sleeve shirt. I started to go for a jog outside around the mansion. I looked up at Xanxus' window. He was watching me jog. I Wonder what it would feel like to beheld by him? Then I saw Squalo. I looked down at the ground. And ran faster.

Squalo came up to me.

"Voi stop."

"Yes Squalo sama?"I said while trying catch my breath

"Boss seems all lovey dubby with you. Stop it... Don't you dare take him away from me."

Squalo left. I looked up at the hot summer sun. I went back inside. And took a shower, and put on clean clothes. After that went outside to the garden I had started. I picked some potatoes and carrots. I was going to make a stew tonight. When I brought the veggies in the house. I went out to the market. I bought some really high quality steak for the stew and some peas. I got peas from the market because, the ones at home weren't ready yet. It was almost 4:00 so I started to make it. When I finished all the prep work, I added everything in a pot. It was almost 5:00 now. I made a small snack for Xanxus and Squalo. When I arrived in Xanxus' office Squalo was there. Just as I walked in he had kissed Xanxus. I almost dropped the plate.

"Shitty shark get off me!"

Squalo got off. He had a look of lust in his blue eyes. Then he turned to look at me in discuss.

"Its your fault... That he never pays attention to me... You fucking trash just die..." said Squalo.

He slapped me. I said nothing. As Squalo left. Xanxus got up. He took both the snack I made for him, and the snack I made for Squalo.

"You made two? Shitty Shark won't be eating tonight...When will dinner be ready?"

I could barely speak.

"Uh hmmm..."

"Are you shocked from what shitty shark did?"

"Somewhat..."

"Don't be, he has this crazy idea that Him and I will be together. Which will never happen."

"How come?" I asked.

Xanxus was quiet for a long time. He put his hand on my face again.

"You're so fucking beautiful."

I blushed. His hand was so soft. He looked me in the eyes.

"I don't like, Shitty Shark., nor do I love him. Because, my heart it belongs to you. Ever since you came here the 5 years ago, I have loved you. You're a nice person. Shitty shark does not deserve you, I do."

He leaned in to me and kissed me.

So what do you think? (Xanxus is a bit OOC but I'll fix it.) I wanted to do kinda a love triangle like thing. Rosie likes Squalo but Squalo likes Xanxus but Xanxus likes Rosie. ~Nekos20