Hey all, this is the updated version of regret! Thank you all who have, read, review, favourited etc etc this story, and also many thanks to Princess7Strawberry for telling me the word "moniker". So yes, Cameron and Bianca is a seriously endangered species, so please spread the love ^^

"Stay out of my life!"

"I can't! I'm in love with you!"

"No you're not."

"Yes I am!"

"But you're gay!"

"I'm not gay! At all! In fact, you're gayer (sp) than I am because you kissed a girl."

"That was for money."

"You see, I could never kiss a guy for money, except for Johnny Depp. Bianca I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And if it turns out we have afterlives, I want to spend those together too."

"Cameron."

"Think about it. We could have a really cool moniker. Biameron, Camianca. You pick."

"I don't know how to tell you this, but I don't feel the same way. I'm so sorry. Maybe we should talk about this when you're sober."

"How about we never talk about this again."

Bianca laid in her bed, replaying the events of that day in her head. Her nightgown dampened as salty tears flowed down her cheeks. Bianca hit her pillow as she was taken over by rage. "How can I be so stupid!" Bianca thought, as she sobbed into the pillow. Bianca threw herself onto the ground. Physical pain no matter mattered to her. The pain in her heart was just too overwhelming. How could she have not realized, that her one true love was always right beside her, not Beau, not Joey, not anyone. Not anyone but Cameron. Cameron. She cringed at his name. Cameron, the one who truly loved her. Cameron, the one she rejected. "Oh, Cameron!" she murmured.

How could she have asked Cameron to stay out of her life? How could she? He only wanted to protect her, right? But why was she thinking about this now? Shouldn't she be satisfied with Joey? But no, those days without Cameron, was horrible. Life was dull and bleak. In other words, Life was meaningless. Joey had made it even worse. "Forget about him. You have me. After all, he's a loser and a gay." "Why am I so selfish? Why? Why…"

"The undeniable fact---isn't it funny, how you can search the entire world for the one who was made for you, before realizing… that the person you were looking for , was standing right beside you all along…" this quote rang in her head as she sobbed louder. If only she knew. If only. "I will make it right this time… I will… I must… Cameron, wait for me… Please… I…I think I… love you too. "