Chapter One-Return
I remember running. Smiling. Laughing. It was all so clear that I could just reach out and touch it. But I couldn't reach it. I was slowly floating away from it all . . . everyone. What if I had just backed away like Mirajane had told me? Maybe I could have saved a lot of people pain. Maybe, just maybe, I would've have been with everyone. Maybe my siblings wouldn't have to visit my grave so often. Maybe?!
Maybe. . .
At the time there was no maybe. Not even a what-if. I was so dumb. I cause pain within the guild, but yet they kept themselves together. I remember Master telling me, ''we survived the pain because it was something you would have done.'' Would I? Or would I let the pain and suffering eat me up? No, no I wouldn't. So I am glad, they were able to.
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I wake up to Elfman shaking me hard, tears in his eyes. ''LISANNA! PLEASE WAKE UP'', he shouts. But I am up. Elfman, I say but the words can't escape my mouth. I'm right here, I say. He can't hear me. Am I dreaming? Why…why can't he hear me! I am awake! Please! I am right here, can't you hear my cry! I yell. But Elfman doesn't hear me. ''MIRAJANE HELP. SHE WONT WAKE UP!'', he continues. I watch, unable to do anything, as Mira comes in with tears yelling for me to wake up as well. They can't hear me. Tears start to form and they run down my cheek.
''Lisanna'' Mira says, ''Please don't leave us.''
I wake up, screaming. It was just a dream . . . it was just a dream, I say aloud. I get out of bed and stretch. My heart is still beating fast and I start to feel dizzy. I make my away downstairs, into the kitchen. The house is completely empty, which means Mira and Elfman must've already left. Good. I did not want them to hear my scream. But then again, they couldn't hear me in my nightmare. I shake the thought from my head. It was just a bad dream, nothing else. I felt my hands tremble a little. I am scared. I am scared I will end up losing everyone . . . and them losing me.
I quickly eat a bowl of cereal and put on some clothes. I wear sandals, and light purple t-shirt, and a pair of shorts. It was too hot outside to wear anything else. I head outside, locking the door as I leave, to head out to the guild. Fairy Tail. I love saying the name. It gives me confidence when I need it most. So I skip on the sidewalk singing:
Fairy Tail, Fairy Tail, we fairies will kick your ass. Fairy Tail, Fairy Tail, we have our strength at last…
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Sorry for short chapter. I have more to think about as I continue writing the story of Lisanna. To me I don't see her as a threat to NaLu. I think she knows Lucy and Natsu are best. She shouldn't be treated like some evil witch trying to steal Natsu. She is so much more than that.
~ TheBlankWriter