NEVER BE TOGETHER.
There she was, across the room from me in this big church sitting with her family, currently in-between her brother and sister listening to the sermon being preached about being saved from all unrighteousness and going to heaven when Jesus comes again to live with him forever.
As I sat there half listening to the sermon and half thinking about that night, it had happened about a week ago now and she hadn't talked to me much since then and I think she has been avoiding me a bit but she was the one who started it in the first place, she was the one who wanted to be alone with me, she was the one who started kissing me and ripping my cloths off in the process, of course I had no objections to this what so ever.
But of course, she was a Christian girl and so was I, but that didn't stop us from making love that night. When morning came it was a different story, after saying she loved me all night long she said it was a mistake and we should work to get past this and the awkwardness that would come afterward's, but when I said I didn't want that and that I loved her and she was the one who started it, she then sat down on the bed, sitting next to me she held my hand's in hers and explained to me that she still loved me but her family and mine both being Christian ones and that most of the world would not approve of us especially out parent's and said that that's why we could never be together.
As a couple of days went bye I thought that maybe in time we could be together when we were a bit older and that they could accept us in time, but Nanoha didn't want to hear anything about it, probably because she was nervous or to scared to tell her parents but I would protect her from getting hurt. Even that paster preaches about man and women being together and that being gay was unacceptable in the eyes of God, which pained me every time I had to hear it because my love for her and my religion were pulling me separate ways and I don't know what to do, I was so confused with my life at the moment. Only those five words kept lingering in my mind, just those few words that she said 'we can never be together' tore me up inside just knowing that it was probably true because our love was forbidden by the whole world.
Because when it's love it shouldn't matter if it's a boy or girl, because when it's love, it's love, and nothing else should matter, because when your in love that's all you need to be happy, but at that moment it's because it's love, being in love with her is the reason why the rest of the world disapproves.
Because in the end we can never be together.
Authors note: hope you liked it, it's my first one and I'm a little nervous about it so please be kind and please tell me if you think I need to work on anything in order to get better or if you just like it so please read and review. Also thinking about doing a sequel in a different POV.