Its all been a huge burst of darkness, my whole life seemed that way, every now and then a star would release some light into that very long tunnel im running threw- but the tunnel is a vacuum pushing air against me moving fast to the other end in a vicious cycle of death. I know that I have to do it, but it's just hard.

I really shouldn't be complaining, it all seemed rather unclear of how it began I was here and then their and then back here again, 5 minutes of fame was unnecessary for me because I would be famous forever. I knew it, and I love every minute of it the lights the make up that would never damage my face that or the face of my companions.

We live, we seem to die and then start all over again I've been watching him for some time now sitting there on the computer, what a mess his life has been being known as cute and innocent to all the girls that adore him extremely powerful for those who want him dead. Sometimes I would tell him the only way he would be able to kill is to 'kill with his cuteness.'

He never liked it when I told him that, but I told it to him anyway. Because it made him angry and that in it self was cute, before me I've come to learn there was a whole series and slues of people living in this house, rooms full of people sharing arguing loving.

Hating and doing it all over again, he was a very dangerous person even when it came to love I fought a hard battle for him, a battle that continues to day.

Even if the man I fought against is married with children, five of them to be exact Ken Hideka to whom? You wonder could he possibly be married to? This will be a long adventure with no heroes I assure you.

Your probably wondering who the hell am I? Pawning all the people threw your minds, Aya, Yohji, ken's already out of he picture because as I said he is married with five kids. It will be long, amusing, sad and crazy but if you're willing. Just as I was

Things will just get a hell of a lot more interesting

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