Hey everyone :)

I have decided to write a fanfic about Mer and Der, because they are just so cute together! Anyways this starts all the way back in season 1. I have decided to start kind of the same way but sort of not, read and you'll soon catch on what I mean!

So please review and tell me what you think of this, because they will be the decider of whether or not ill continue the story!

Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Grey's Anatomy!

WARNING! DO NOT READ IF RAPE AND ABUSE UPSET OR DISTURB YOU!


Meredith Grey looked just like an average young woman as she walked through the Manhattan airport.

But on the inside she was scared shitless, tomorrow was her first day at Seattle Grace Hospital. Not only did she have to be good intern, she had to live up to the exceptionally high standards of her mother, Ellis Grey. Everyone expected Meredith to be just like her mum, in a way she was but in others, Ellis and Meredith couldn't be more different.

Meredith was running on autopilot, not taking much notice or care in anything she was doing. As she walked through the metal detectors it made a 'Beep Beep Beep' sound.

Meredith muttered "shit" under her breath and went back through the metal detector to remove her belt which she somehow magically had forgotten she was wearing!

Once again Meredith walked through the metal detector, and once again it went "Beep Beep Beep".

Huffing and puffing Meredith went back through the metal detector and realised she would have to take her shoes off too, only just realising they had metal on them.

With her shoes and belt off Meredith made her way through the metal detector; however this time she didn't set it off. Thank god for that too otherwise Meredith would have lost it.

Meredith quickly put her belt and shoes on and made her way over to drop off her luggage. On her way to drop off her back Meredith lost her balance and landed on her back, banging her head on the very hard tiles.

To recover Meredith closed her eyes just for a second, just to get her composure back.

When she reopened her eyes, she almost had a heart attack! Because there standing above her was a ridiculously hot man, staring into her eyes! She had to be dreaming!

The man walked over to Meredith's side and carefully helped her sit up. Meredith realised she wasn't dreaming and with that she quickly jumped to her feet!

"Careful" the man quickly said, not wanting Meredith to pass out.

"I'm fine, thanks for helping me up" said Meredith with a smile. She then quickly collected her things and once again started to make her way to drop off her luggage.

However this time she was not alone, the ridiculously hot man was following her, which caused her to become startled.

"Can I help you with something?" she asked hoping to get him to stop following her.

"I think I should escort you to the luggage drop off, just to make sure you really are alright" he kindly offered.

"No need, I'm fine" said Meredith and started to walk briskly away from the man.

The man did a little jog type hop with suitcase to catch up to Meredith "I insist" he replied sweetly.

Meredith thought it would be easier for him to take her there then he can be gone, done with. "if you insist" she replied in a harsh voice.

The man look kind of sad so Meredith quickly added "I've just been having a shit day, actually a shit week, so don't mind me. I'm Meredith by the way" she said while dragging her massive suitcase across the white tiles in the airport.

"Me too, I'm Derek" he said this with a smile making Meredith wonder.

They continued on their walk to the luggage drop off. Meredith didn't even know exactly where the luggage department was so she was kind of glad Derek was walking next to her.

"I hope you know where we are going?" half questioning, half statement made by Meredith.

"Of course, done it a million times" said Derek a little cocky.

After two more minutes of silent walking they were at the luggage drop off, luckily there were only a few people in line.

As Meredith and Derek got closer to the front of the line, Derek asked Meredith if she wanted to know a secret and Meredith replied with "sure" in a kind of interested tone.

Derek leaned into Meredith's ear and quietly whispered "I've never had sex with a stranger before, but so badly want too"

This made Meredith laugh but then she looked at him and realised he was dead set serious. Through her laughter Meredith asked "Are you saying you want to have sex with me?"

With a sly smile Derek replied "No not at all, just making a statement."

"Good because I don't do strangers" said Meredith a bit too loudly and people around them all turned to look at her.

They both remained silent once again as they neared the front of the line. Now it was Meredith's turn to ask Derek if he wanted to know a secret. Derek not knowing where she was going with this replied with "ok"

Meredith then leaned over to Derek's ear and whispered "I've always wanted to have plane sex". Then she walked away as she was at the front of the line and it was her turn to drop her luggage off. But before she got to the desk she turned around and wished Derek a good flight.

However Derek just stood at the front of the line in awe of this woman he had just met, she made Derek want to rip her clothes off her right then and there. But by the time Derek had gotten to through the luggage drop off Meredith was nowhere to be seen.

Meredith had wandered off to look in some shops before it was time to catch her plane. She didn't think anything of the conversation she had had with the man she had only met half an hour ago, seeing as she was never going to see him again.

Meredith lost track of time and realised that right that second she was supposed to be boarding her plane. And with that Meredith sprinted all the way to gate 46 and boarded her plane.

She loved flying but hates landing.

Quickly Meredith literally chucked her bag in the overhead compartment but once again for that day lost her balance, however she landed in her own seat but her head accidently landed in the crutch of the person she was sitting next to.

Meredith kept her eyes glued shut, she was too embarrassed to move, too embarrassed to even look at whoever her head was resting on.

After a few seconds she heard the person laugh and opened her eyes to see it was none other than Derek! Meredith quickly sat up and playfully slapped Derek in the arm because he was still laughing at her.

Meredith was jealous because Derek had the window seat.

Meredith started talking to the flight attendant because she wanted to avoid talking to Derek because she knew he would bring up the whole plane sex thing.

After they flight attendant left they both sat in silence for about half an hour until Meredith started to drift off to sleep with her head facing in Derek's direction.

Meredith couldn't sleep though because she could feel Derek's eyes glaring at her face. She quickly opened her eyes.

Derek was indeed facing Meredith just staring at her.

"What?" snapped Meredith.

Derek playfully said "Oh, I was just remembering the conversation we had a little earlier".

Meredith shut her eyes, and her face went red, she didn't really want to think about it.

Derek just laughed and cupped Meredith's face in his hands and waited for Meredith to open her eyes. She soon did, and when she did Derek was only centre metres away staring hard into her eyes.

Wow, he is so dreamy thought Meredith to herself. Then she did the one thing Derek was hoping for, she leaned in and gently pressed her lips against his. Derek loved this, and moved his hands to the back of Meredith's neck making the kiss intensify.

Meredith pulled away quickly, resting her forehead against his. They stayed this way for a minute until Meredith whispered "So how about it? Plane sex?"

All Derek could do was nod his head, something about Meredith made him feel funny. He tingled all over when she kissed him and now the idea of plane sex had him excited and full of butterflies.

They both got up and Meredith led the way down to the bathroom while holding Derek's hand who was trailing behind her. Neither of them cared if anyone knew what they were about to do, all they cared about was the amazing and exciting sex!

An hour and a half later

They both exited from the bathroom sweaty. The female attendant gave them a raised eyebrow while the male attendant just winked at Derek.

Slightly embarrassed but not too fussed they sat back down in their seats to catch their breath. Neither of them speaking for a while, just enjoying the panting each other was doing.

Derek was the one to break the silence "that was the best sex I've ever had!"

"Me too" replied Meredith excitedly.

Just then the pilots voice came over the plane 'we are unable to land the plane for another hour, as the airport has accidently double booked. This means we will be running an hour behind schedule, sorry for the inconvenience.'

When Meredith heard this she swore, very loudly.

Derek looked sad "I'm not that bad of company am i?"

Meredith hadn't meant to come off that way, so she quickly reassured him "No, it's not you. I am going to miss my shrink appointment that's all."

Derek just raised his eyebrows "Really? A shrink?"

Meredith looked taken back by this "Hey, I have problems and my shrink is the only person that I can talk too, you don't know how lonely my life is", once Meredith said this she looked away not wanting to feel stupid.

"It's ok" reassured Derek, "How about I will be your shrink for today then?"

"Really?" asked Meredith quite surprised.

"Yes, really." Replied Derek

"Be warned, my life is pretty messy" said Meredith

"I can handle anything" quickly replied Derek.

So off Meredith went, without using names or telling Derek what she does, she told him about how everyone at her new job thinks her bloody brilliant mum who they all know is away travelling; when really she is at a nursing home because she has severe Alzheimer's.

Then she goes on to tell about how much she loves her sister Grace so much despite Grace being so much better than her.

Then lastly Meredith tells Derek that when she was a kid she was abused by father and that he raped her several times. However her father only ever hurt Meredith because she was ugly and useless and never touched Grace because she was so hot and amazing!

Meredith told Derek that when she told her mum about her father abusing her, her mother however didn't believe her and told her father what she had said. When her father found this out he stabbed Meredith with a knife in her lower left side of her stomach, and she showed Derek the massive scar she has now. Luckily her father is currently in jail.

While Meredith told all of this to Derek he remained silent and didn't say a word. But as soon as she finished talking Derek lifted up the arm rest between them and pulled Meredith into a hug because she looked like she was about to cry.

Meredith half sat, half lying on Derek with her head resting on his stomach. She stayed this way for a while, not wanting to move because for once in a long time she didn't feel alone and scared.

Still lying on Derek's chest, Meredith looked into Derek's eyes and said "pinkie promise me, you won't say a word to anyone; because in Seattle, gossip is everything."

Derek could tell that she needed reassurance so he linked pinkies with her and said "sure".

After that Meredith sat up in her own seat as they were about to land, the part she hated most.

"I hate landing, it scares the shit out of me" she said to Derek point blankly.

Derek could tell just by the sound of her voice she was scared so he linked his fingers with hers and didn't take them away until the plane had fully stopped.

They both left the plane together after a long and strange flight.

They picked up their luggage and got in a taxi together which was insisted by Derek.

Once they arrived at Meredith's, Derek wanted to be a gentleman so he walked Meredith to her door.

"See you around sometime" said Meredith while unlocking her front door.

"Hopefully" said Derek as he started to make his way back to the taxi.

But before Derek got back to the taxi he turned around and ran back to Meredith. He grabbed her face in his hands and kissed her passionately. It only lasted for a minute because Derek had to leave. But before Derek left he whispered to Meredith "You are beautiful, don't ever let anyone tell you differently" while gently stroking her face with his thumb. With that Derek turned around and left.

Meredith walked inside her house and looked around, and realised how bloody tired she was. She walked over to the couch and lay down and was out within seconds.

Beep Beep Beep woke Meredith from her sleep. She fumbled around in her pocket for her phone trying to turn her alarm off. It was 3am and she was still bloody exhausted seeing as she got home around 10 last night.

Meredith quickly got ready and left for work, not wanting to be late on her first day.

Arriving at the hospital Meredith went to the room with all of the other interns and said her quick hellos. Bailey, also known as 'The Nazi' came over and told Meredith the chief wanted to speak to her and when she was done there to meet her back in room 239.

Meredith quickly made her way to the chief's office, who she knew as Richard or Dr Webber.

She knocked on the door and he welcomed her in.

"Meredith it's so good to see you, I just wanted to say a quick hello to you" said Richard ever so nicely.

"Hey, aww I'm so nervous but excited" said Meredith while sitting down quietly.

After about 10 minutes in the chief's office Meredith left to find Bailey. She went to room 239 but Bailey wasn't in there. She walked a little bit down the corridor and fond Bailey in room 242.

Bailey seen Meredith enter "So nice of you to join us Grey" she said sarcastically.

"Sorry" muttered Meredith.

Meredith made her way around the other side of the patient's bed to get a better look. When she got there, she looked around to see what going on. She saw that the other interns were there and they all looked ever so nervous.

Then she looked and Bailey who just looked scary.

Then she looked to the other side of the patient and there stood Derek, the man she was hoping she wouldn't have to see again. He hadn't looked up yet so he hadn't noticed Meredith was there. All Meredith could do was mutter "shit" while still staring at Derek or now known as Dr Shepherd.

This got Derek's attention but it also got Baileys too "What was that Grey?"

"Nothing" replied Meredith quickly.

Derek had completely lost focus now, he just stood there staring at Meredith and Meredith was staring back. Their eyes locked for a couple of seconds and Derek did that sly smile that he always does. Luckily no one was paying attention, so no one else seen this exchange.

Then they all left the patients room. Once out of the room Derek grabbed Meredith's hand pulled her to the side for a second so they could talk.

"shit, shit, shit" was all Meredith could say.

"Well look who it is" said Derek trying to be cute.

All Meredith could do was just stare at him, until Derek leaned in and playfully whispered in Meredith's ear "Hey, you know what else I want to try? Elevator sex"

Meredith just laughed and said "you're dreaming"

Derek quickly smiled and added "You'll love it!"

And with that Meredith turned and ran to catch up with the others who were down the end of the corridor now. She walked with the others for a second before turning around to look back down the corridor at Derek. She looked into his dreamy eyes but quickly turned back around not knowing how long she is going to be able to resist him.

Derek just stood there in the corridor speechless, amazed and that's when Derek knew that he wanted Meredith Grey.


Ok, so what do you think? Was it any good? Should I continue? Please review and let me know.