i love the way you lie Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

I love the way you lie

Disclaimer: I got the lyrics from I love the way you lie part two. I do not own the characters or the song nor did I get paid off of it thank you and enjoy.

Chapter 1

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright,

My body shakes as another violent sob rocks through me. I can't believe he did it again. I cant believe I believed him when he said he'd stop. Tears blur my vision, but im still able to make out the happy scene. It's our wedding day. We're dancing, twirling all around the dance floor. We're so happy. I cant believe that was truly us.

I whip away some tears and smile as I watch.

Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

As I watch our happiness play across the screen, I can't help but be reminded of how we used to be. How sweet and caring he used to be. I can remember as far back as to when we were kids. I remember how I had fallen and cut myself. I cried for a while until he came with a band aid and kissed my boo-boo.

He held my hand when I had to get stitches, or when I would be hurt in the past over ex-boyfriends hurting me, he'd hold me all night while I cried. I never would have imagined him turning out to be the one to hurt me the most.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Ohhh, I love the way you lie

I look down at my broken phone in my lap. Its 2:30am. I wipe more tears away as I hear creaking above my head. When I hear him make his way to the top of the stairs, I let my face go blank of all emotions. The slow heavy thud of his boots down the stairs begins to fall in sync with the slow, sad beat of my heart.

The couch sinks a little when he sits down next to me, but I refuse to look in his direction.

"Bella?" the sound of his voice makes my heart throb in my chest.

I bite my lip still avoiding his waiting gaze.

"Bella," his voice comes again, "Bella please, I'm sorry. I was wrong I know but, something came over me. I just couldn't bare the thought of losing you. And the way he was all over you I just couldn't take it."

I finally look at him hearing those words, and the sight before me breaks my heart. He's heart broken. He looks the same way he did when we were teenagers and he had accidentally hit a wolf. But I wont let that get to me, no not this time. Images of earlier flash into my head.

It was my old friend Edward's welcome home party. He had moved away for a few years and this was his first time anyone had seen him. Now granted you could say he was a bit friendly but there was no need to start a fight.

"You embarrassed me Jacob." My voice sounded could and filled with knives.

"I know and I'm-"

"NO," I cut him off, "You don't know. You don't even understand. You say you're sorry over and over again. That it'll never happen again. Well you know what, this time you're right, it won't happen again." I stand up not even bothering to catch my phone when it falls to the floor.

A look of utter panic and heart break comes to Jakes face. "Wh-what do you mean?" he whispers.

"You dragged me back home by my hair for everyone to see Jake. You've hit me time and time again. You apologize, but you never truly mean it." Tears fall freely from my eyes as I motion to my already packed bags by the door. "I'm leaving you Jacob Black."

Now there's gravel in our voices
Glass is shattered from the fight
In this tug of war, you'll always win
Even when I'm right
'Cause you feed me fables from your hand
With violent words and empty threats
And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied

Glass crunches under my feet as I make my way to the front door. I slide into my jacket and just as I am about to reach down and grab my bags I'm pulled from behind.

No! is all I can think as I'm dragged by my hair back into the living room.

"No, I won't let you!" Jake's sweet voice had now turned animalistic. "You're not leaving me!"

I feel my hair begin to tear at the roots as he yanks me up to his face.

"You're not leaving me for him Bella I won't let you." He sounds savage in my ears.

More tears and sobs break free as I begin to beg for what's left of my life. "No Jacob please! I don't want anybody else all I ever wanted was you, but you won't let me love you. And you don't know how to love me, so just let me go please Jacob!"

That's when the blows begin to come. Fast and hard all over. my face is getting the most attention. When I fall down I immediately curl up in fetal position. A few kicks land on my back and I begin to panic, before one swift kick to my head, and I begin to lose consciousness, slipping into a peaceful black that had become all too familiar.

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave
Til the walls are goin' up
In smoke with all our memories

[Eminem's Part]
It's morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night
So I can push you off me

When I wake up its pitch black. I don't know how long I have been asleep. I try to move my legs and arms, but something is tied around them keeping me in place. Panic begins to creep up in me. Just as I am about to scream the lights cut on.

I'm in my room cuffed to our bed, and it's destroyed up here. There's holes in the walls from the many past fights we had had, the dresses is turned over and draws are spilled out all over the floor. His waiting across the room with a sinister smile on his face.

"Jake," my voice comes out in a whisper "Jake please let me go." It hurts to speak.

"Shhhh," he hushed me still smiling. "Do you remember the vows we made a few years ago?" he asks beginning to casually walk over to the bed.

[Eminem's Part]

Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?
I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

"Jake pl-"

"SHUT UP!" he snapped. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to regain composure I guess before continuing. "Til' death do us part, am I right?"

My throat tightens in fear and more silent tears slide down my cheeks.

He runs his thumb across my cheek to wipe away my tears. "Don't cry." He says sweetly. "It's what you wanted. I'm only giving you what you wanted."

Before I could answer he gets up and goes to the closet and pulls out big red containers. One by one he pours the containers out some in the hall way, downstairs and finally in out room. The smell og gasoline hung heavy in the air. As he did this, he felt the need to talk.

"You know Bella, you were always beautiful when you cried." He said. "I so love the way you used to taste when I kissed you when everything was over. you know it's strange some part of me always thought you enjoyed our fights."

I did…

He dug into his pocket and pulled out a lighter before turning to stare at me. "So how about it? One last kiss?"

I was too lost for words, but I knew I needed to prolong this for as long as possible. More tears rushed from my eyes as I nodded.

He smiled at me as he made his way over to me.

When his lips meet mine, as always fireworks go off. His tongue slips past my lips and I find myself getting lost in the kiss. I almost forget that I'm in a battle for my life. I moan slightly when I feel his arms slide under me. He breaks the kiss only to begin kissing on my neck, leaving me panting.

"I'm really going to miss this." He whispers in between and reality comes crashing down on me, and I remember where I am and what's happening. "Bella please won't you just stay with me? We could be happy."

"Jacob," I whisper, "I can't."

He sighs before slowly sliding off of me. "Fine." He reaches back in his pocket and retrieves the lighter again. He lights it and whispers "I love you Bella."

"JACOB NO IM PREGANTENT!" I manage to yell.

He freezes.

a/n so, should I continue? Review review review!