Tigerlilly
Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight, Stephanie Meyer is the genius who wrote it *sob* not me
Preface
"I heard a song tonight on the radio
Another girl sings about a boy
She sees his face in every space, in every room
And I know when I turn around you wont be there
If I close my eyes will you be there?
I dont wanna lose your face
I dont wanna wake up one day
And not remember what time erased"
-Taylor Swift Your Face
He left me there in the forrest, he did'nt care.
Edward does'nt love me, and now he is gone I will never see his beautifull face, look into his golden eyes, see his crooked smile, or hear his velvet laugh.
My memorys of him are already fading, I know that the images my memory produce are nowhere near what he looks like in real life.
'I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore. I dont love you...'
Most nights my dreams are blank, just continued nothingness. But on the odd occasion when I do dream, I cant see, I cant feel, All I can do in my dreams is listen to the five most haunting words I have head in my life, over and over and over again until I wake up crying.
'I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore I dont love you anymore. I dont love you...'
My life has lost all meaning, my friends have all decided not to waste their time with me, I have'nt had a proper conversation in months, and everyone thinks I have dissapeared. I went to the grocery store on Sunday and the checkout chick was attempting a conversation with me.
"You know, I wonder what happened to that Swan girl, you know cheif Swan's daughter. I hear that she died." I was shocked but could not pull out of my missery for long enough to say anything back.
"mmmph" She handed me the bag of food.
"Thats $19.50, thankyou have a nice day"
It may seem comical to a bystander who knew who I was, but for me it just sent me deeper into depression.
Charlie has been trying everything, trying to give me a life again but to no avail.
He was eating some of Harry's home made fish fry when is next plan was revealed.
"Bells, I've been thinking that maby you could benefit from a visit from your cousin Lisa. You have'nt seen eachother in a while, and you used to get along just fine when you were kids. So I rang her up and she is coming down at the begining of the school holidays next week."
wow he has put lots of thought into this.
"Uh, thats cool... I guess, I mean its ok with me"
"good, now please try and be good company for Lisa."
I will try...
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