The Remus/Tonks ship! WHOOT

Rating: PG-13
Summary: I am writing about the Remus/Tonks ship. :P Why? Because it's just so adorable! HBP spoilers

Chapter 1: I love you Remus! (A.K.A, the authoress' best friend is going to kill her… twice.)

"Remus, why won't you listen to me?" Tonks said as she grabbed his robes and looked him in the eye to keep him from turning away.
He looked down to her "I do listen to you." He said, "you're not listening to me, I keep telling you-"
She got closer to him "And I keep telling you!" she yelled at him shaking him by his robes "I don't care about that! Or anything else! I love you Remus, I love you!"
He sighed and looked at the door "Not so loud. People could be listening." The Order Meeting had just ended and they went into the other room in an attempt to have a private conversation. "And knowing them, they'd probably be at the door right now." He tried to make the moment a bit lighter but she was still glaring at him
"Why don't you seem to get the fact that I love you?" She looked at him, trying her hardest not to cry "After Sirius died I realized that things can leave us so fast, I knew I needed to tell you, so I did, and now, now you're being a pigheaded fool! If you won't listen to me, why won't you listen to anyone else! I mean, Molly even said you were being foolish about this whole thing!"
"Tonks,"
"And I've told you" she cut him off "You can call me Nymphadora."
"Nymphadora," he said grabbing her shoulders and looking her in the eye "I've told you a million times, If I ever did anything to hurt you, I wouldn't be able to live with myself."

She looked at him "Well you're killing me now!"

"Not physically," he took her face in his hands "You're a precious person Nymphadora, and you're extremely valuable to the wizarding community right now, not to mention the order." He looked at her "You can blend in anywhere you want, and we need that, especially now, you can be anyone you want, you can get inside information for us that most can't get."
"What about Snape?" she retorted.
Remus looked at her "I honestly don't care what happens to Snape. I care what happens to you."

"I really don't care what happens to me because I have nothing left. My best friend died, Sirius, whom I had become very close to in the time that I knew him, died, and you won't listen to me when I tell you that I love you! So tell me Remus, what do I have left? A cat? An owl? Because, honestly, that's not much to live for!"

Remus sighed "I know, but I promise, this'll all be over soon, and everything will be fine and you'll find someone… someone better… someone more deserving of you."
"I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE YOU IDIOT!" she screamed at him "GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL! I. WANT. YOU!" she took a deep breath and shook her head "You know what, I don't care anymore. I don't care." She stormed out of the room, flung the door to the headquarters open, and stormed down the street.

Later

She looked in the mirror and sighed as she felt the cold water run on her hands she splashed it on her face. She put the plug in the sink and let the water run, and she looked in the mirror "I hate my hair like this…" she pulled at a strand of mousy brown hair and stared at it with disgust "This sucks. My powers are even out of whack from this whole thing." Her sink was close to full and she turned off the water. She took a deep breath and submerged her head in the icy water. She took her head out and looked at herself in the mirror. "I need someone to talk to." She shook the excess water out of her hair and took out a piece of parchment and wrote on it:

Molly,
Mind if I come over? I need someone to talk to.
Tonks

She sent it out the window and tilted her head back and listened to the sounds of silence that had surrounded her until her owl got back and landed next to her. She took off the letter that was tied to its leg.
Tonks,
Of course dear. I'll be waiting for you. Be careful
Molly

Tonks dissaparated with a loud CRACK, and landed a few hundred yards from the burrow. She put her hands in the pockets of her jeans and started walking. When she got to the door she could hear the fear in Molly's voice "Who's there?"

Tonks sighed "It's just me, Molly. I kind of stormed out of the Head Quarters today, who else would know that?" she said, attempting to make it clear to her that she was, in fact, the real Tonks.
She opened the door "Come in dear, come in." She looked at her oddly, and it didn't occur to Tonks why until she brought it up "What happened, your hair is soaked."
"Oh… that… I kind of doused my head in cold water." She said, in an attempt to make it sound normal.

"You had another fight with Remus?"
Her stomach flipped and she bit her lip. She felt like she was going to throw up. "Yeah."

"Why don't you tell me all about it over some tea dear, to warm you up. You must be freezing."
Tonks shrugged, "Honestly I haven't noticed the temperature." She sighed "Am I being unreasonable, Molly? I mean, I'm not misjudging things am I?"
Mrs.Weasley shook her head. "Of course not dear. He loves you, you can tell by the way he treats you." She smiled warmly at her "He's just afraid that he'll end up hurting you, and that's the last thing he wants. You're his world." She smiled at Tonks.

Tonks sighed "Well he says he doesn't want to hurt me, but he's killing me now, and I've told him that I don't care. In fact, I'm glad he's a werewolf he wouldn't be my Remus if he wasn't."
"I think he's afraid that you'll stop loving him because he's a werewolf, you'll get tired of it all, the scars, the monthly nights alone." Mrs.Weasley replied.
"But I can handle it, I've told him a thousand times that he's my everything. I feel like he's all I have left."

The teapot whistled "Tea's done." Mrs.Weasley said jumping up, when Tonks got up to help she said "Oh no dear you've got enough on your mind, I'll get it." She walked over and handed her a mug "Here you go dear." She set the mug down in front of Tonks.
Tonks took a deep breath and took a drink from her mug "I don't know anymore Molly. I just don't know what to do." She set the mug down and put her head in her hands. "I can't even eat anymore." She immediately knew that was the wrong thing to say in front of Mrs.Weasley.
"I'll make you something, what would you like?"
"Honestly Molly, I don't want anything. I'll get sick."
"Dear just because you're heartbroken doesn't mean to stop everything. He'll come to his senses, I promise you that."

"I feel like I'm being selfish… the world's a living hell and I'm upset about this…"
"You're not being selfish, just because bad things are happening everywhere around you doesn't mean that you're to go and feel bad because you want to make your life better. This is very important to you, and just because the rest of the world is going crazy doesn't mean that you drop everything important to you."

"He acts like money is a huge issue for me. I have a lot saved up and I have a good paying job, and I'm certain we'll have a more werewolf-tolerant society pretty soon. I mean, he's a werewolf, but that doesn't control who he is!"

"If more people thought like you, the world would be a much better place. But that doesn't occur to most people, dear."

Tonks took another gulp of her tea and sighed. "If he just listened…"

Mrs.Weasley laughed "Men don't listen, that's what makes them men."

Tonks sighed again and looked down into her tea "I need him, Molly."

Mrs.Weasley smiled sympathetically "I know dear, everything will be alright, I promise. How about you come to dinner this weekend, he'll be there, and you can talk to him."
"Molly, honestly, it hurts to much to even think about him right now…" Tonks replied. She opened her mouth to say more but their conversation was interrupted by a knock on the door. Mrs.Weasley looked absolutely horrified. She ran up to the door "Who's there? Declare yourself!" Tonks had her wand clutched in her hand in case anything happened. When a voice she recognized as Dumbledore's answered she continued staring into her mug. She had no idea what was being said until she heard her name.
"Ah, hello, Nymphadora!"
She forced a weak smile "Hello Professor. Wotcher Harry."
"Hi Tonks."
She pulled her cloak around her shoulders "I'd better be off. Thanks for the tea and sympathy, Molly."

"Please don't leave on my account" Dumbledore had said "I cannot stay, I have urgent matters with Rufus Scrimgeour."

"No, no I need to get going…" she didn't meet Dumbledore's eyes "Night-"

"Dear, why not come to dinner at the weekend," Mrs.Weasley began "Remus and Mad-Eye are coming-?"

"No, really Molly," Tonks replied, she couldn't take seeing him, not so soon after yet another fight with him. "Thanks anyway… Good night, everyone." She put her hands in the pockets of her jeans. And walked off into the yard and apparated back to her place.

'It's always the same thing' she thought 'we fight, then I can't stand to see him for a week or so, we fight again, I feel horrible, come home, start crying, don't see him for a week or so, fight again…' She flopped on her bed and started thinking, because when one is in a state such as this, the most one can do is think about the situation. She stopped thinking of this after a few hours, before she shut her eyes and fell asleep.

A/N: Sorry guys, but I had to copy a scene from the book, but I didn't copy it word-for-word! Be proud of me :)
I apologize to all my AFY fans, I needed a creative break from that story, and Kat, well, after this, I suppose I'll have to go into the witness protection program neh?
Read, Reveiw, and if you're going to be a jerk and flame me, don't waste your energy. It won't get to me. I'm fourteen and I'm doing this for fun, be nice, or don't reveiw.:) (Unless of course, you're kidding, or you're my dear friend Kat and are threataning my life because I shipRemus/Tonks, then you can yell at me. :) )You all get cookies for reading this much passes out virtu-cookies Go on! They taste like pixels!