Hey Guys, So Sorry I haven't uploaded for ages, have had real trouble with my computer, two viruses but it's working now, thank god, will be uploading some new stories and updating current ones as soon as I can, here's a new one tell me what you think...
Prologue
My story began on a day that started out not unlike any other, but by the end of it, I'd lost almost everything, except Justin. Well at the time that was what I thought, that he was the one; that he loved me, but it was all a lie. He was a pimp, and he made me do unthinkable things so that he could get money. I didn't get a penny of it, I bet you want to know how the Rachel Berry Broadway Queen almost lost everything, well I suppose since it's going to be in the papers; I should give you my side of the story, I just want you to know that I didn't want to do those things, Justin forced me to, he used blackmail, but if that didn't work he used his fists.
So in the words of Maria in the Sound of Music; Let's Start At the Very Beginning, A Very Good Place to Start...
Chapter One
Her cold glare as she walked towards me made me realise that this was the end of our relationship. I was glad I was on my own in the auditorium; I didn't want anyone else to know about this. "Rachel I can't do this anymore, you are not the daughter I wanted, you're too talented, I know nothing about you, I have no bond with you, and you call me and talk to me late into the night when I am trying to sleep," she said coldly. "I think it best that we don't see each other anymore and that you stop calling me, I don't love you Rachel, you were a mistake,"
"Then why did you get pregnant in the first place," I said equally as loudly.
"I was drunk," she said. "And believe me if my parents hadn't been against abortion, I would have had one, that's all I have to say, goodbye Rachel," she walked out of the room and I just stood there stunned at her cold attitude. I sighed and began to make my way out of the auditorium, not caring about the fact my makeup was probably ruined from the tears streaming down my face. "Hey looks like not even your mom wants you," said a voice, I turned and saw Karofsky and the rest of the hockey team.
"Look just leave me alone I've had a really bad day," I said.
"You know she really should have aborted you when she had the chance," he said.
"Fuck off," I said. "For once in your life will you just leave me alone and go fuck with someone else's life," I began to run down the corridor only to run straight into my former friends, the glee club.
"Oh dear what's up panda eyes," said Kurt bitchily. "You been harassed by the hockey team again, you should be used to it by now,"
"Kurt lay off her," said Noah.
"Why she left us to go and join her mom and Vocal Adrenaline," he said.
"I never joined Vocal Adrenaline," I said. "But I did try and build a relationship with my mom, which failed spectacularly, if you'll excuse me I have a project I need to work on," I couldn't speak anymore; I didn't want to cry in front of anyone.
"No we won't excuse you," said Mercedes. "I know you haven't been around recently but it's time for glee, and you're coming,"
"I really don't want to," I said.
"You should be grateful that we're still allowing you to come," said Kurt. I sighed and regained some control of my tears they would come later. Of course as soon as we entered the room, that went out of the window, my mother was in there talking and laughing with Mr Schue like what she had said to me had never happened. "OH hey guys," said Mr Schue, "Rachel what are you doing here,"
"I was asked to come," I said. "But I'll leave if that's what you want,"
"Please do," said my mother.
"Fuck you," I said to her not caring about the gasps.
"Rachel that's no way to speak to her, especially since she's your mom," said Mr Schue,
"No mother would speak to their child the way she spoke to me earlier," I said. "I was a mistake according to her, I would have been aborted, she doesn't love me," I was in tears at this point. "I'm sorry guys but I really don't want to do this right now, I'm going home,"
"What back to your empty house," said my mother. "You'll be lucky if your dad's come back,"
"Again, Fuck you," I choked out. I ran towards the door sobbing, and continued all the way to my car, as I got outside the rain was pouring soaking me within minutes.
I got into my car and tried to start it but the battery was flat, this made me cry even harder than before. I got out and opened up the bonnet trying to see if I could do something, that was when I saw him.
