"It's never going to happen."Micks words just kept replaying in my mind.

Hows could I be so stupid? He could never like someone like me. When he was finished i slipped away back upstairs. A few tears slipping down my face.

I should have listened to Patricia. She told me I would only get hurt. Why did I believe in such a childish hope. I layed on my bed and cried myself asleep.

The next morning I waited til the last minute and went to school. I didn't feel like running into Mick. Not yet anyways.

I arrived with time to spare. I went to the music room and sat the computer. I start playing one of the songs I never thought would relate to me. My Immortal.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me, me, me

I finish playing and let a few tears fall down my face. I hear someone clapping so I turn around to face them.

"Mara, why didn't you meet me this morning? I thought you were helping me,"the last person I wanted to see .

"I-i-i h-heard what you told Jerome and Alfie,"I chocked out. I looked down. I picked up my bag and started to walk out of the room.

"Mara, we are so different. What? We are just friends. Aren't we?"he asked.

I finally decided to stand up for myself."You don't get it do you? I thought we had a connection. When you kissed me I thought you felt the same," the last words were just a whisper.

With that I walked out of the followed.

"Mara, wait. Let's talk about this,"he said grabbing my arm. "I said that because I didn't think you would like a fitness freak like me."He leaned down ever so slowly and kissed me. And I kissed back.