OOC: yeah...I was eating ice cream as I was writing this:3

So now as I finish a cup of BTIC's Cookies and Cream ice cream, I will write the only thing most people would never expect Jubei to write. A letter to the one he loves....

IC:

Title: Letter

Author: me, Kaiyu!

Genre: Romance/Sap/Sweetness/Fluff/Angst/Drama...x3

Pairing: Toshiki/Kazuki & Jubei/Kazuki (I wonder if Kazu will ever be a seme)

Disclaimer: me no own GB, so...yeah.

Warning: boy x boy love

"Dear Kazuki,

Even as I am blind...and unable to see, I have the oppertunity to make a letter for you. Instead of writing with my mind and my hand, I will write with my heart.

Nothing was ever the same between you and I. The slender body of a girl, and the heart of a man...truly, you were bred with the beauty of an angel. And if you must know, I'm not just saying that.

I mean it.

Even as I cannot see your beauty, my heart, which is tied to yours, as my body, mind and soul are...can see you clearly. The pitch-black darkness I live in makes this all the sweeter. Most people think that being blind is horrid.

I welcome it.

Remember...when we were little? I used to take your soft hand in mine and we would walk to the bridge. I promised you when we were old enough, I would take you back to the same bridge and marry you.

You never replied to that. Only blushed, and said softly, 'You shouldn't love someone like me.'

Why, Kazuki? How could I not love one such as you? Intelligence, sweet eloquence, elegance, beauty and more all in one person. Femininity that only young schoolgirls could dream of.

Really, why did you have to fall for a man like him?

I am not saying I am superior.

I just wanted to know...

Why?

You knew I loved you, I pledged it to you, indirectly, a lot of times. All of a sudden, in three weeks, Uryuu says he loves you and you agree? You let him ravage you? Strip you of your innocence?

I do not want to protest at your actions, Kazuki.

It was just that...

...you were crying...my ears heard, my heart wept and my unseeing eyes darkened considerably, the day you ran towards me, asked me to hold you, to soothe your pain...the tears kept on falling, and then, so did the rain.

I didn't understand what you meant then, but I swore that nobody would make you feel pain again. I love you, and I'm doing this for you.

It was only now, as I grope in the darkness, cope with my blindness and weep with my aching heart that I thought of you as Kazuki. Not Ito no Kazuki. Not Kazuki Fuchoin. Just...just...Kazuki.

I admit that if you love him and want to spend your life with him, it is your choice. But will you be able to tell him that it was I whom you dragged with you, into your futon when you couldn't sleep at night? I was the one who bandaged your wounds? Lifted your spirit? Soothed your heart?

Even when you rambled on about things that had no meaning to me, I listened because I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to know that I care.

Tears sting my sightless eyes, as I finish this letter. My fingers tighten on the brush, hoping my calligraphy is legible enough.

Before I weep all over this letter, I want to tell you, once more.

I love you.

Yours Forever,

Kakei Jubei"
o.O...okay. That was weird. Ah, well. Read and Review please