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A.N:Hope you would enjoy the story.
A Love That Never Was Mine
She was the one. She always was the one. His love was always hers. Never mine, Never.
I knew it from the very beginning but still I hoped that he would love me..Still I fell for him.
O the heart ache! What have I done to deserve this pain! May be it's my punishment for falling in love with him even though I knew he would never be mine. He was hers. He was always hers.
But how could I not fall for him? He was handsome, funny, and famous. His blue eyes and flaming red hair… How could I keep myself away from him? Especially after last year's final match… O he was looking so handsome as he played keeper for the house team and made all those saves! The whole gallery was screaming that he was our king and my heart was yearning for him to be my king.
It was no secret that he fancied her. It was totally obvious to anyone who had eyes. The way he looked at her. The way he always looked out for her. It was no mystery that he liked her more than just fiends. I knew it was only matter of time before he asked her out. And since the beginning of this year they seemed even closer.
But then something happened between them. He started to ignore her completely. There wasn't any blazing row this time (which was their trade mark). But he seemed really mad at her. And for that I was glad like anything as I could finally have my chance with him.
I was confident I could win over any boy I want... with my silky blonde hair, water blue eyes and full curvy body it's hard (seemingly impossible even) for men to resist my charm.
I began to flirt with him but he didn't seem to notice me and that fueled my fire of passion even more. By the win celebration I couldn't keep my feeling in check anymore. I just walked up to him and kissed him full on his lips in front of the whole house. He kissed me back and I was feeling like I was queen of the world.
He finally became my boyfriend and I was crazy for him. I couldn't bear to stay away for him for more than five seconds. He was passionate about me and I was able to convince myself he was in love with me.
First few months were perfect…Dates and kisses. Hot make outs…And then the reality began to hit me.
We never talked much...We were more busy doing other stuffs...But whenever we did talk he always talked about her. How she was his best friend. How she always nagged him with his studies. I began to realize he was still in love with her.
I loved him. Marlin I still do love him like crazy. He was my world and I wanted to be his world too. I wanted him to look at me like he looks at her. I wanted him to look out for me like he does for her. With her he seems so natural. Even though they fight most of the time but they fight with so much passion. I wanted to be his best friend, I wanted to know everything about him…but that was impossible to happen as that place only belonged to her.
I wasn't aware that she also loved him until I saw her hold his hand in the hospital wing. I realized then their feeling was mutual. Even though my inside was screaming I couldn't deny the truth anymore...I couldn't deny I was invading their love, I was standing in their way and I knew I had to leave.
I had then and there made up my mind that I'll break up with him and set him free. I knew he would never break up with me…he could never break up with me…No not because I am incredibly sexy and he would never get another girlfriend (contrary to what most people believed)…But because he would never hurt me. He could never hurt anyone. He is too gentle for that. He has a heart of gold and how I wish that heart belonged me…
So as I saw them climbing down the boys' dormitory I had the perfect reason to break up with him. I shouted at him and broke up with him…I placed a rock on my heart and set him free…I had to. It was so hard but I did it for his happiness for I knew (even though he didn't still) his happiness lies with her.
A.N: It's just a random thought on what Lavender might have been feeling during the break up with Ron. Please forgive me if you spot some grammar and spelling mistakes since English is not my first language.
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