I really, really shouldn't be starting a new story. But I owe it to you guys to at least put something out there. Um, sorry if updates on this take forever like 'Hazel Eyes' and 'Soulmates'. I'm still trying to get everything filled out in the plot. Anyways, this story is dedicated to TheGuestReviewer who came to me with an amazing request. The story idea is not mine, I'm just bringing it to life. Hopefully, this is good enough. Anyways, uh, hope you enjoy ! :)
Saying it was difficult was an understatement. Having to sneak around, making sure no one had seen them or even followed them. Going out in public without taking precautions was a no. So they both took those precautions. Why? Because they honestly really liked each other.
Despite the challenges that came with their secret relationship, Kendall Knight and Logan Mitchell made it work. The two members of Big Time Rush were openly gay but not open about their relationship. Their Rushers were completely supportive though they weren't sure how they would take the relationship.
"Hey Kenny." Logan said as he walked by the blonde in the kitchen. Said blonde was currently cutting up fruit in order to make a smoothie.
"Oh, hey Loges." Kendall shot a smile to the ravenette who slightly blushed as usual. Logan opened the fridge and grabbed a water bottle.
"So, I was wondering if maybe you and I could go watch that new movie. Um, I can't remem-" a loud bang was heard and Logan jumped.
Kendall went to him and laid a hand on his shoulder, knowing it had come from the door and didn't want anyone to see anything too affectionate.
"I freaking hate school !" Carlos Garcia, another member of Big Time Rush, whined. He walked until he reached the living room, pausing as if thinking, and then throwing himself on the orange couch.
Logan sighed, moving to the living room with his water bottle in hand. "What happened?" Kendall went back to the cutting board and continued, listening to the two boys. Carlos turned so that he was facing the pale boy when he sat down.
"Ms. Collins just told me that I'm failing stupid history because I didn't pass an even stupider test! It's all just so stupid!" Carlos pouting, both hands on his helmet in an effort to comfort himself.
"Well uh, maybe I can tutor you. I already have enough credit to pass the class so it'd be fine if I helped you out with homework and stuff." Logan shrugged.
"That is a great idea Loges. I don't think Gustavo would be to happy if you had to skip practice because of school." Kendall added. The Latino looked like he was taking it into consideration.
"Mmm, okay! I have a ton of homework so lemme get my backpack! Let's go to the park cause I cannot do this here!" Carlos said with a huge smile. He ran out of the room and went towards the one he shared with the genius.
Logan took that time to go to Kendall, knowing that they'd know when the Latino was coming as he always shouted.
"Well, guess we have to put pause on our plans. Sorry babe." Kendall said, setting down the knife and moving all the fruit from the cutting board into the blender.
"It's fine. But we can still hang out when Carlos and I come back, right?" Logan said, a cute smile placed upon his face as he looked up at Kendall.
"Right." the blonde leaned down, softly pressing his lips to Logan's. Arms moved to wrap around his neck and Logan felt hands at his hips.
"Woohoo! Let's go!" a loud shout came from the hallway. Logan jumped apart and opened the refrigerator. He grabbed a water bottle and closed it, a blush covering his face. Kendall was completely serious, as if nothing had ever happened.
"Didn't you just get a water bottle?" the Latino asked as he saw Logan. The ravenette nodded.
"Yeah, but uh, better to take a full one instead of a half finished one, right?" he said with a nervous laugh. Kendall passed by him, Logan moving slightly so the blonde could open the fridge. Taking out the milk, Kendall smirked.
"Yup, but two's better than one. So you should probably go get the other full one that you left at the couch." Kendall teased. Carlos ran into the living room and back to Logan, tossing the water bottle to him.
"Pshh, yeah, that's what I meant, uh. Let's go Litos!" Logan said, moving by the blonde who still had his smirk on. He opened the door and left the apartment.
"Bye Kendall, bye James!" Carlos shouted. James Diamond was the last member of Big Time Rush. He had been in the room he shared with Kendall, looking through Men Fashion magazines. The Latino left, shutting the door right as James came out of the room and into the living room where he could see the blonde in the kitchen.
"Where'd he go?" he asked, settling himself on one of the barstools facing Kendall.
"To study at the park. Los is failing and Logan said he would tutor him." Kendall explained. James nodded, folding his arms on the marble bar and settling his head there.
"Want a smoothie?" Kendall offered upon realizing that he had too much fruit in the blender compared to how much milk he put for just himself.
"Ehh, sure." James said. The blonde put more milk for James and grabbed the lid. He pressed the smoothie button on the blender and loud noise filled the room for about a minute. Once it finished, he grabbed two glasses and poured the smoothie into them, both being almost full. He passed the purplish liquid to James with a straw.
"Are we the only ones here?" James asked, taking a sip of the sweet drink. Kendall finished swallowing and nodded.
"Yup, Mom went out with 're gonna be back at around 8 I think." Kendall said, checking the time on his phone that was next to him. It was currently 3:42 PM.
"Hey Kenny, I've been meaning to ask you something." the brunette said after 5 long minutes of silence. Kendall looked up from his phone and raised his brows in a way to acknowledge he was listening.
"Okay, you're gay, right?" James asked. Kendall nearly choked on the smoothie. He began coughing and James reached around to pat his friend on the back.
With one final cough, Kendall finally looked at him. "Sorry, went down the wrong pipe. But uh, yeah. Why?" his voice was unusually high pitched.
Oh God, what if he found out about me and Logan? Stay calm Knight, stay fucking calm!
"Um, well, lately, I've been having these.. feelings. Okay, maybe not feelings but like, uh, desires. Like, I could be at the pool and see some really fine chick. But then it's like a hot dude gets my attention even more." James said, his brows furrowing as if he was actually deep into thought.
Kendall's breathing slowed, thankful that nothing about Logan slipped by the brunette's lips. "Oh. So, you're questioning your sexuality or-"
"Yes! That's exactly what I'm doing!" James said, pointing at him and looking as excited as a philosopher would be upon discovering the meaning of life.
"Alright, uh, so what do you want to ask me?" Kendall asked, leaning against the island counter and taking another sip of his smoothie.
"Well, um, okay this is a bit awkward but we're best friends. So hopefully this won't be as weird but we're basically brother and I've known you for a really long time and-"
"James. You're ranting. Just get on with it." Kendall said, his eyebrow raised slightly.
"Okay. Um, maybe you could help me out? Like, we could like, do things to conclude if I am bisexual." James said, scratching the back of his neck while looking as embarrassed as James Diamond could get.
"What do you mean, do things?"
"Like kiss and all that. Not like an actual relationship but just what consists of it. Ya know? Ion wanna stir things up in the media just yet and besides, I don't like you like that. You don't like me like that. You're just going to be a gay bro helping out another bro to see if he's bi." James said with a smile.
Kendall had no idea how the brunette could say this like it was so normal to ask your best friend who is secretly dating another one of your best friends to have a not so normal relationship.
But if Kendall denied, James would just go to Logan. And Kendall does not like to share. He also might put his relationship with Logan at risk of being discovered. Why does James have to decide that he's sexually questioning himself now?
"Earth to Kendall. Hello?" the taller brunette was suddenly all up in his space, waving a hand back and forth in front of his face. Kendall reached out and wrapped his pale fingers tightly around the tan wrist to prevent it from moving.
"Um, yeah. But nothing serious, okay! I'm not here to catch feelings or any of that shit," Kendall gulped nervously at the wide grin on his best friend's face. "I'm just a gay bro helping out another bro determine his sexuality."
"See? Was that so hard?" James said, leaning in a kissing the blonde's nose. Said blonde jumped to the side, his heart racing much to his displeasure.
"Wh-what was that?" he shrieked. Okay, he knew what it was. But how was he suppose to know that James wanted to start right away ?! He should at least give me some time so I cam talk about things with Logan. Okay, maybe James can't do that cause he had no idea about us. But.. still!
"It was a kiss. Jeez, and here I am thinking you're the smartest out of the both of us. And anyways, we have the apartment to ourselves. We both know that it'll take Logan forever to get Carlitos to even understand the difference between a democracy, an oligarchy, a republic, and a monarchy." hazel eyes rolled.
"Okay. But uh, we should talk before we do anything first. I mean, you don't just start liking dudes out of no where." Kendall said, grabbing his smoothie and walking into a living room in an attempt to hide the blush spreading across his cheeks.
James had seen it for just a second and thought it was the most adorable thing. Though with feigned sadness and a small smile, he turned to face Kendall again. "If we must."
Kendall folded his arms before letting out a long sigh. "James, if we're going to do this, I have to know how far you want to take it. Because I am not going to just, I dunno, make my body available to you whenever you want it. I am human too."
"Okay, well, my end game was like, a make out sesh. Ya know, to just get the vibe of it. And Blondie, I would never force you to do anything. We may not be lovers but you are my best friend and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." James said, getting up and plopping himself down next to Kendall. The blonde felt a hand rubbing circles on his back in an attempt of comfort.
"God, it's like I'm the one coming to you for advice. Ugh, alright. We'll discuss ground rules and work out a schedule for this experiment of yours." Kendall sighed.
James smirked. "Oh trust me Knight, this ill be the best experience of your life. And great! I knew I could come to you!"
Yeah, Kendall wasn't so sure about that.
Okay, so there's going to be two endings to this. I will post the second one when I am first finished with this ending. Repeating myself again, thank you to everyone who still reads my stories and TheGuestReviewer for trusting me with fulfilling their idea. Which I hopefully am. Anyways, reviews are always appreciated and sadly, I am not taking requests for this story. But you can always PM me about any ideas you may have! :)
XOXO,
J ;)