Naruto is not belong to me

It hurts to love someone but didn't get a chance to get close to him.

It hurts to love someone but I can only see him from a distance.

It hurts to see someone I love talked to another girl with affection while when he talked to me, he see me as another friends, another acquaintance.

It hurts when I noticed him looking at my direction and I'm hoping that he looked at me while in reality he looked at my friend beside me.

It hurts when he acted like he has some feelings toward me while it was just a friendly gesture.

It hurts when I asked "what's wrong" and he said "nothing" while it's obvious there's something wrong with him. Is he not trust me enough to share his problem?

Those are my experience, something I see too often for my liking. I don't know when I come to my limit. The day I will scream to ease the tightness on my heart or the day I break down crying because of my broken heart.

If that day ever comes, will I be brave enough to try and love again? Or will I close my heart and never open it again; ignoring the love someone gives to me. Too afraid and scared of the pain I will feel. Afraid of the rejection I know all too well since I was a little girl.

I feel a pair of strong arms encircle my waist. I already know who it is. Who wouldn't know when there's only one person who will do such thing to you?

"What are you doing waking up in this hour Hina-chan?" I heard he whispered on my ears.

I smiled and answer "Just thinking."

I can tell he raised one of his eyebrows. Not too long after that, he asked me again "Thinking about what?" he waited for me to answer as he put his chin on my shoulder.

"About the past and my thought when I was still a teenager." I said smiling. Remember once again about it.

"Well, I know you wouldn't tell me about it, so why don't we go inside and sleep? I'm tired and I'm sure you should wake up early for your appointment." He said and I think it's a good idea. I'm quite tired too.

"Yeah, I agree. Beside, you too should wake up early tomorrow to do your paperwork." I said. He groaned when he heard about paperwork. I just giggling, I know how much he hates that paperwork. He hates it more when his assistant, Sakura keep an eye on him so he couldn't use Kage Bunshin to help him.

"Hiiinaaataaa-chaaan. You know how much I hate that thing. Why should you remind me of that?" he whined like a child, but I think it's cute.

I'm giggling and said "It's part of your job as a Hokage Naruto-kun. You should do it whether you like it or not."

"I know." He pouts. "C'mon, I'm tired and sleepy." He said and walked inside. "Hinata-chan !" he called me.

"Coming." I answered as I too, walked inside.

I'm glad that my worries mean nothing right now. I feel like laughing whenever I remember or thinking about it. Maybe if I were not where I am now, my worries might come true, but who knows? Fate and destiny are something that already decided on, but sometimes we are the one who decided the way our fate goes.

When I was still a teenager, I was thinking about giving up on Naruto-kun but, I gather up the courage to try to save him from Pain, although I nearly dead but I'm glad I did do that. If I hadn't done that, where am I now? Well, I don't know and who cares?

a/n: so, how is it? I don't know if there was a story like this or not. If yes, I apologize. I don't know that. This is pure my imagination. I know there are so many of Naruto fanfiction and if I were read them already, I still can't remember them one by one.

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