hello this is my first twilight fan fiction so i hope you like it i don't think ill wright another chapter on this one its ganna be a one shot and i think i did better on this then my other fan fictions
it was a very dark storming night i can hear the rain drops falling to the ground like the beat of a heart beat.
i miss the sound of the wonders of a heart that beat ed when i was near her when we kiss in our lil hide out i miss the smile she gave me the way it shine like the stars.
i miss her but i cant go back i must keep her safe. my love is out there trying to cope with my absents but she will find away to not miss me no more.
i wish i didn't have to hurt her like the way i did i regret it everyday of my life i hate when she looked at me when i said that i didn't love her no more to her but she had to hear it because it was the only way her not to try and follow we didn't tell her were me and my family was going but i knew that she wouldn't give up but so i said that to her and when she looked at me it looked like she believed me i cant believe my love would believe that i could not love her or that i could even life without her.
then i left a few days later we moved but then i went insane i couldn't even go hunting or even talk to my family so i left to some where Else i would vised my family but only once a month.
Alice kept telling me to go back and to tell her the truth i told her no i could never see Bella again it even hurt-ed to say her name because it reminds me that i don't have her no more.
now I'm siting in the dark room not careing for my thirsty for blood and missing her so much that's but months later i realised i cant live another day without her so i was ganna go and see my Bella to beg for her to forgive me and tell her that was all lies that i said i really do love her that's when i called the family to ask carlisle about it but it was Rosalie who answered i sighed.
me: hey rose where carlisle
rose: he went on a hunt with Esme
me: -sigh- so how is everyone
rose:good Edward there something need to be said Alice had a vision of Bella
me: rose don't starts this
rose:Bella dead Edward she killed her self
me: w...what no no you are lieing dam i knew you would do this to me someday
rose: call her home then if u don't believe me
i hang up the phone and i called Bella house phone i waited until someone picked up the phone
Jacob:hello?
me: is charlie there?
Jacob:no he at a funeral
that's when my mind snapped she was gone she was dead gone from this world gone from this life and it was all my fault and now my love was gone i crushed my phone and i could not even think anymore she was gone the meaning of life my Bella gone ill never see her again.
i couldn't protect her this time it wasn't a vampire who did this she did it because she couldn't life without me like i cant live with out her in my life why did she leave me in this life alone. why couldn't she wait until i got to her.
i through stuff rampaging my room that's when i thought i cant live no more i wanted to be by Bella side so i decided to end my life i know Emmet and jasper would never help me nor would the others so i knew one way to die.
it was time to go to Italy to the Volturi...