another one of tidus's thoughts

by intimate suicide cw

heres some more thoughts from tidus, this might be my last entry but if you want me to write some more just ask and its not a prob- and i wanna thank everyone who has left a review, thank u i apreciate it:)

My life is nothing more than a dream..

I go on hoping that it will change

And that I will be able to be with you again..

But I am just lying to myself.

Nothing that wonderful could ever to me..

I can stop hoping and wishing though..

This so called life of mine is nothing anymore..

Its just past now..

There is no future for me.

I am going to be in the dark place for the rest of my life..

I don't want to believe it..

But I need to accept it.

I just feel so alone here..

I feel like crying.

But you know..

If I gave up all the times I wanted to before…

I would have never met you.

I cant give up now..

I've gone too far to just forget everything ..

And just give up.

My only goal is victory.

And as long as I know that you are waiting for me..

I can do anything.

With love in the picture..

Anything is possible.

I feel connected with you..

Like your can hear these words..

It proves that anything is possible.

I need to stop this pointless thinking..

Its getting me no where.

So I am going to run..

Am not going to stop running until I find you..

I just need you to whistle.

And I will come running….