umm..yeah this is a harry/ draco . its my first fan fic. i don't own harry potter...blah blah blah...this is jk rowlings...blah blah...u get it ..disclamer..i like pie ...blah.-.-random


Draco sat staring out the window of the owlrey, feeling if even the slightest bit, comfortable about where he was. Here he wasn't afraid of his father hitting and cursing him, Snape trying to molest him or Harry teasing him. Still he let the usual tears fall in preparation for the next day. Yes, he would be in much pain tomorrow. Why, you ask? Because tomorrow he would still be alive and that, was enough to make him cry.

Suddenly he heard the sound of someone coming and in fright, uncurled himself. He was just in his boxers and a flimsy undershirt, though thankfully he hand his wand clutched in his small fist. A person had entered to owlrey and he looked up to see who it was. "Draco Malfoy." The voice sneered, though sounding tired and sleepy. Draco wiped away his tears. "P-potter." He whispered shakily.

Harry looked him over scurrilously. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" he said hoping Draco didn't sense the worry in his voice. He didn't.

"Nothing! I'm fine!" Draco snapped. Harry shrugged.

"Whatever." He said going over to his owl and tying a letter unto it. "Go girl. Send the letter to…" then he whispered a name to his owl. Draco wondered if it was some sort of secret lover than he had. He strained his ears to listen and so dropped his wand. Hedwig was startled and accidentally scrapped Harry's arm before taking off. "Shit Draco! Look what you did!" Harry snarled, but there was no need to. Draco was up and had already whispered a healing charm. He was now rubbing Harry's arm tenderly. "I'm so so sorry." He whispered looking down. Harry couldn't believe it but Draco had tears in his eyes.

"It's fine." Harry said softly, looking at Draco frightenedly. Draco was crying harder now, still rubbing Harry's arm. "Draco stop, its fine!" he said, grabbing Draco's shoulders. Draco looked down. "You don't deserve to be hurt. Not ever, not by anyone." He said meekly.

Harry arched an eyebrow. "You're not being yourself Malfoy." He sighed. Then his eyes flinted down Draco's chest. "What's wrong?"

"It's not fair for you to have to go through with any of this. All this prodigy stuff…it's not fair!"

"I know, but you never treat my like this in front of everyone."

"You think I can. That I'm allowed to? No." silent tears tracked Draco's cheeks.

"I can't show any affection, a death eater like me. But I wish I could."

"Like how?"

Draco touched Harry's chest lightly, in fright, then tiptoed and pressed his lips to Harry's.

His breath caught. Harry wasn't responding, so he tried pulling away totally embarrassed. "I'm sorry." He tried saying, but Harry, who had been so rigid before was clinging to his shoulders and brought him into a mouth watering kiss that only someone who'd wanted someone for so long that their heart had begun to ache could kiss. He swooped up Draco's body to his height and clung to him, raising his hand to brush tears away from Draco's face. Neither of them could speak. Then Harry slowly and uneasily pulled back. "I-I'm sorry." He stuttered before stumbling off out of the owlrey.


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