I Really Can't Believe How Stupid I Was. Like Really. I Love Nattie So Much And Now I've Just Brokn Her Heart. I Haven't Seen Her In Over 2 Months. You See, WWE Made It Look As Though I'd Been Injured To Give Nattie And Myself Some Time Apart. I Need To See Her. I Miss Her
[ When WWE Found Out About What T.J Had Done Vince Thought It Was Appropriate To Let T.J Have A Few Months Away, But For Privacy Reasons The Couldn't Realise Why So Then Told The WWE Universe He Was Injured]
I Really Want To Call Nattie, I Doubt Harry Will Let Me Anywhere Near Her Though. I Can Handle Harry Though. Its Bret And Jim Who Scare Me. I Grew Up Around Those Guys And Know Full Well How Scary They Are. So Anyway, I Need To Explain Why I Did What I Did. Here I Go.
When Nattie Had Her Loss To Lay-Cool She'd Dissapeared. Michelle Told Me Where She'd Gone. Our Bedroom. However She Didn't Tell Me Cody Was With Her. I Thought Nattie Might Have Been Sleeping, Or Just Needed To Be Alone To Gather Her Thoughts. I Couldn't Have Been More Wrong. Opening The Door To See Nattie In Bed With Cody Broke My Heart In Two. I Didn't Know What To Do. So Foolishly I Attacked Him. Nattie And I Broke Up For A Few Weeks. In That Time Harry Informed On How Nattie Was Doing, He Said She Was Constantley Crying. In The End I Decided We Needed To Meet. We Did And Eventually Got Back Together.
After That Everything Ran Smoothly, No Hickups No Nothing.A Year Or So Had Passed When Nattie Was Giving A Chance For The Title. She Took It Of Course. She Trained So Hard, She Wanted To Prove To Everyone In Her Family That She Could Be Champion. She Wanted To Be The First Woman In Her Family To Take Home The Gold. And She Did Just That, Her Match Was Against Both Michelle And Layla And Against All The Odds That Were Stacked Against Her Beat Them. Oh How She Cried, All Her Family Were Backstage Biting At The Nails Encouraging Her To Beat Them And She Did. The Cheers That Errupted The From Our Room Around The Arena Were Immense.
I Ran From Our Room To Great Her When She Came Backstage, Picked Her Up And Swung Her Round. I Felt So Proud Of Her.
That Night We Went To A Bar To Celebrate, Afew Friends Joined Us. It Was Getting Pretty Late I'll Say Around 11pm. Anyway, I Saw Cody And Nattie Talking And What I Saw That Fateful Night Just Sprang To Mind. I Thought I'd Get My Revenge. How I Didn't Know. But Then Melina Came Over.
She'd Been Looking Over At Me For Most Of The Night, When She Eventually Plucked The Courage To Come Over She Admitted She Liked Me. Then Asked Me To Dance. I Was Taken Aback When She Told Me, But I Didn't Really Care. Here Was My Revenge.
I Slept With Melina. I'd Betrayed Nattie In The Worst Possible Way.
I Saw Harry Coming Back From The Bar When I'd Left Melina. I Cracked. I Told Him Every Last Detail And Well, He Hit The Roof. Harry Ordered Me To Tell Nattie But I Couldn't. This Went On For Weeks.
Once Our Tour Had Finished Ellie Hart, Nattie's Mother Invited Us All To Calagry. Just For A Short Break. I Needed It For Sure!
We Had A Party The Night We Arrived In Canada. IT Was Great To See Everyone. I Just Wish We Hadn't Been There. Everything Came Out.
I Can't Really Remember Much As It Was All Rushed But I Do Remember One Thing. Nattie Crying. It Breaks My Heart Everytime I Think About It.
I Know Revenge Was Not The Way Now. I Hope One Day That Nattie Will See It In Her Heart To Forgive Me. I Love Her Still. I Need Her In My Life.