A/N: This was the first fanfiction I ever wrote, when I was around 13 years-old. I remember being heartbroken for Fred and Wesley when lllyria took over her body. This is what came from it.
I watched you gently day by day,
passing through the shades of grey,
shaking dew drops from your back,
I watched you gently, through a world white and black.
I watched you gently as my heart grew fonder,
my heart, mind, and soul began to wander,
skipping gently into you,
the world around me black and blue.
Can you tell me how love goes?
How something so vast continues to grow?
How beauty marks you to the soul,
and you can't help but smile as grief takes it's toll.
Your gentle hair, I watched it pure,
As you stepped back into this world so scared
and unsure.
I watched you become I watched you adjust.
I watched you with passion, eternities lust.
And I watched you so gently as you faded away.
I held you so gently and my heart begged you to stay.
I needed you gently, and I kissed you in turn,
I cried ever so gently as lovers will learn.
And I mourned for you gently,
I mourn for you still.
The tears in my eyes, as fresh as the kill.
I will walk through this life, my soul carried away,
trapped there with yours in that world blue and grey.
As I pour over those text and useless books,
my tears will come down as I look and I look.
They roll off my chin, cause black print to blotch,
but until I bring you back,
I can only watch.