A Short Jian One-Shot.
Disclaimer: I don't own waterloo road or Sian/Jez. :)
"Jez! I'm sorry, I didn't know what I wanted! I do now, I can't bare the thought of not being with you! I'm so sorry!" please, forgive me!" Sian pleaded to Jez as the cool wind swept through her medium length curly brown hair as they stood by the Jettie. Jez looked at her, his eyes stinging with unshed tears.
"you made me feel like a fool Sian, a fool for loving you! why did you do it? why were you sleeping with HIM behind my back? I did everything I could and more for you, Sian! I loved you some much!" he said, tears now streaming down his face. Sian walked over to him and placed her hand on his cheek.
"you make everything into a competition, a big deal, Jez... nothing can be simple. we can't just have a quiet night in, with a pizza, film and a glass of wine... you have to make a gormet dinner. I'm sorry jez, Michael was just there...and I didn't know what I wanted... but I do now... it's you... " she was speaking fast and hot tears were now streaming down her face. "jez... please... " she cried
jez stepped forward and placed her hand on her face, stroking it with the pad of his thumb. "I want to trust you Sian, I really do. but how can I? when I married you, I believed every word you spoke to me, but now... I just don't think I can... " he said calmly, but words getting caught in his throat as the fight to hold the tears back, was taking it's toll.
"we can get through this because I... Iove you...I never stopped... " she said as she cried, her hand still on his face. Jez let his hot tears flow freely down his face as he looked Sian in the eye. he saw nothing but truth and fear. he nodded slowly as he pulled her closer into his chest and kissed the top of her head.
"I love you Sian... So much... " he said holding her tightly. Sian looked up at him, her mascara all around her eyes and down her face, but in truth, jez still thought she looked beautiful.
"I love you Jez" She snuggled into his chest.
Madi and Zack looked on at their dad and step-mum and then at each other. They saw the look in each others eyes and nodded before they both ran over to the pair and joined in on the hug.
"I love you all... and I'm so so sorry " Sian said, sniffing back more tears. Madi turned to Sian, and smiled a watery smile before wiping away Sian's tears. "we forgive you... because we love you too..."