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Monica's POV

It was New Years Eve and the ball was about to drop. Nobody out of the 6 of us had anybody to kiss so we were all pretty miserable.

"Everyone looks so happy. I hate that." Phoebe said.

The ball finally dropped and everybody kissed at the apartment besides me, Pheebs, Rach, Joey, Ross and Chandler. Surprisingly, Chandler seemed really upset he didn't have anyone to kiss.

"Somebody kiss me its midnight!" Chandler said repeatedly. "Somebody kiss me, somebody kiss me. Its only one time, come on."

"OH MY GOD. Fine" I said annoyed.

"Really?" He asked.

"Do you want me to change my mind? Come on let's get this over with."

I leaned in expecting it to be a quick peck on the lips, but it wasn't. It felt surprisingly really great! I completely forgot it was supposed to be quick, our friends were all standing there watching and that I was kissing Chandler. I could tell he was surprised when it lasted longer than it was intended to, but we both sank into it.

"Dude, that's my sister!" Ross exclaimed.

We both pulled back after Ross said that. Way to ruin the moment. Wait, did I want to do that again? No that would be wrong. He's by best friend. Did I have feelings for...Chandler? I can admit I felt a spark. I need to think about this, but all my friends are gonna stay here. I started walking towards the door to leave.

"Mon, where are you going?" Rachel asked.

"I need somewhere to think. I'll be back soon." I said

"But Mon, this is your apartment." Phoebe pointed out.

"Yes I know that. But you guys are staying here, I promise I'll be back soon." With that I left. I didn't know where I was actually going to go. I looked up and saw apartment 19. Maybe, I'll just go in their apartment. Their always in mine, and I don't think they'd mind.

I walked in and took a seat. I started thinking. So, I have feelings for him. This definitely won't make things awkward for me. Do I tell him? No, I can't, he's my best friends, us getting into a relationship might just mess things up. But, what if it doesn't, what if it makes things better. I have no clue what to do.

Chandler's POV

"What was that all about?" Joey asked.

I toned out everyones talking to think. Wow, I just kissed Monica. I honestly think that was the best kiss I've ever had. What do I do. I've always had a tiny crush on her but was always too scared to tell her and after that my feelings are just bigger. Should I tell her. Who knows she might feel the same way, she was the one who kept it going. Alright, you'll tell her. When? Now? Maybe. I really hope she didn't walk away because of me.

"Guys, I think I'm gonna go find her. See where she is and maybe try and get her to talk to me about why she did that." I said to the rest of them while grabbing my coat.

"Ok, Good luck." They all said in unison.

I walked out the door not knowing where to look first. I decided to go into my apartment to grab some cash just incase. The second I walked in I saw her.

The only thing she said when she saw me was "Hi"

"Hey" I debated between telling her now or not. I finally decided that I should just get it over with and tell her now. "Can we talk?"

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