This is just random. Don't know why I'm uploading it anyways. But, this is what happens when I am super stress or really suffocated (as I feel right now basically) or if I ever feel claustrophobic. And because of this I just hate everything and go crazy. I pass out because I suck at handling stress and other things that make my head spin and lose all focus. :D
So, here you go. My writing that is pure nonsense, whatsoever. You don't have to review or anything, but it will be appreciated. No flames though. Kay... Read if you want! Oh, and the character is not described so it can be whoever you want it to be! You're welcome.
Enjoy!
Panic Attack
Thump. Thump. Thump.
Why is everything so dark? My head, pounding... Eyes… My eyes are spinning in the darkness. It's so fast… I see spots. Bright, flashing spots everywhere.
Why can't I breathe? Help! I can't breathe!
Gasping... My hands are at my soaked throat, my knees buckle and I fall to the ground.
The ground is so cold... Why is it cold? I'm shivering... Cold sweat breaks out on my body. Everywhere aches. It aches so badly...
Make it go away! I can't take it! ARGH! My head rushes forward and collides with something solid. The pain doesn't stop the torture.
"Hey! Hold him down, he's hurting himself!"
Hands grab me. They seem so distant... Frantically I smack their hands away, but it's so slow... Why am I breathing so heavily? Everything is still spinning... My eyes are a hazy mess.
Heat, intensifying heat suffocates me. I sniffle. Stop... Don't touch me... Please!
I whimper, my arms slowly coming to my chest.
No! I said don't touch me! Argh! This hair! It's all damp, sticking to my face. Tears, why are there tears? Why am I shaking so violently? I pull at my hair.
Get. It. Off!
Thump. Thump. Thump.
More whimpers.
I can't take it! My jacket is shrugged off violently, thrown to the side.
Breathe.
I can't breathe! Still suffocating... GET IT OFF! Shoes and socks are hastily flung aside, tank top then thrown with them. I curl up into a ball on the floor holding my head, tears rolling down my face as I choked back frustrated tears, my eyes wide open.
Make it stop... Make it stop...
I rock back and forth, naked.
"We're losing him! Doctor... Do something!"
Voices... They are so distant... Why can't I reach them?
Shivering, shaking, and panicking.
Heat is still trying to kill me. My bare body does nothing to cool me down.
Sudden cold then swarms around me and I freeze while more tears and sobs wrack my body.
Everything is so fuzzy. My eyes are drooping and my body starts to get really heavy. I can hardly breathe... My body seems like it's shutting down... I feel everything slacken, then, darkness.
It's stopped.
Thanks!