Summary: Lily Evans commits suicide.

Disclaimer: If you think I'm JKR and that I wrote the Harry Potter series, you have a serious problem.

Powerless Solace

By: Albinofrog

Gaily I lived as ease and nature taught,
And spent my little life without a thought,
And am amazed that Death, that tyrant grim,
Should think of me, who never thought of him.
~René Francois Regnier~

The last time I was up here, the sky sparkled with stars.

Now, a hazy, grayish fog obscures the view.

The last time I was up here, I had other intentions in mind.

Now, I can barely feel my toes because of the cold stone floor.

The last time I was up here, I didn't care about that.

Now, the only thing I can hear is my heartbeat thundering in my head.

The last time I was up here, I had no plan; it was a spur of the moment.

Now, I have been thinking about it for what feels like a lifetime.

I jump.

And for a second it feels like I'm flying.

The last time I was up here, someone caught me before I hit the ground.

The last time I was up here, the outcome was different.

I fall

This is a one-shot for now. Because I have no idea how to write another chapter for this. So why she committed suicide will be unanswered for now. Review?