Disclaimer: I do not own Cowboy Bebop

The day you left was hard on me.
I felt weird,
Sad that I never told you
Exactly how I felt.
I thought you'd laugh
Or call me names,
Or worst of all
Not feel the same way.
I thought you'd stomp all over my fragile heart.
But now that you're gone
I'm regretting it.
I'd cry myself to sleep at night.
Sobbing quietly into my pillow.
I'd wait for your ship to pull in.
I'd wait to see your face.
Then I'd know
That everything would be ok.

You weren't mine.
I knew you'd never be.
You loved someone else.
Someone I could never compete with.
She had your heart
And,
You had hers.
I just watched from the side.
I saw your pain,
Whenever you thought of her.
There was pain in your eyes.
I felt your pain
And I hated her for breaking your heart.
But did I ever say anything?
No.
I sat there,
Kept my feelings bottled up inside my now aching heart.

I finally have the courage
And the strength.
I say to you,
Spike Spiegel
I love you.
I always have.
Wherever you are
Whatever you're doing,
I want you to know this.
Please come back.
Come back to me.
I need to see your face again.