My name is Sirius Black and I'm running from the law.

Him and her

Life is turned.

The day I knew you would leave

I can barely breath

Can you hear me scream

They call me a murderer. I don't know, maybe they are right. I do know I failed them, and for that, I shall pay. But I didn't murderer them, no, I could never do that. I handed them over to their murderer. Because I cared. Because I didn't want them gone. So I put their lives in the hands of someone with no one to lose, but their friends, who were already gone, in mind if not in body.

O-o-o thrown in all directions

You epitome of perfection

She's lost her will,

time is standing still

They call me a monster. It's true. I tried to kill him. My own life was over. Not worth living. So I didn't care anymore. I went after him, and failed them once more, but not for the last time. He escaped, and I didn't. When you have nothing to lose, there is no reason to run, no reason to fight.

He walks, her, home

Now he walks a-lone

The days they turn into years

The eyes they drown in tears

Can you hear me scream

They call me a traitor. Never ever, would I betray them, I couldn't. He's the traitor, yet I must pay. I'm alone now, because you don't care. You wish I would just go, don't you? But I can't. Not until he has paid. And paid well. Perhaps with his life. But you wont help me, you don't want to go to jail. I don't blame you, really I don't. Well, I guess that's a lie. I think that's a load of shit.

The way we are the way they were

(It's just a shadow of what's wrong)

The time with you the time is stirred

(I love you for , so long)

The hearts they turn, they turn away

(she says to go please don't you cry)

Love lost was found, night turns to day

They tell me I do not feel. What the hell do they know. I feel all to well. They haven't experience this pain. It tears me apart, everyday, every night. It's all because I cared too much. I cared too much, they knew it would be me. I cared too much, so I gave the responsibility to someone else. I cared too much, and now they're dead.

Time is standing still

My name is Sirius Black, and I am running from the law. My name is Sirius Black, and my mistakes don't let me sleep at night.

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Alright, I really hate this fic. I will probably re-write it at some point in time.

Seadragon