You knew it was wrong from the start. I was never meant to be. You lied to everyone, and it hurt. Yet u were the only one to crumble down my wall of emptiness, u made me feel. We knew one day we'd be caught, we just never knew when. It was all a mistaken in the end. U didn't know that I can't feel. Which is good, because when u left u never knew that I'd be ok.
But it's different now, I'm not the same, neither are you. It started out a tangled web of lies, and despair. From losing our link, my brother Sean. We never knew how it could hurt so bad. Out walls got tangled more, glad that he never knew. For if Sean had known while he was alive, we'd b dead. He hated us even talking, we knew deep down, he was empty and hollow too. Just like us. Faking our way around life. So when he died I knew looking into the piercing blue eyes of his best friend Troy, life would never be the same.
We knew when we started this affair, that we could get in trouble, we just never knew how deep. Until now, I see the path of destruction we made. We knew it just wasn't meant to be. So with his eyes locked in mine, when parting for the last time. I never knew we'd be connected. Little ones inside me waiting to be found.
Their names Daniel Alexander Bolton and Kaylee Rose Bolton. Daniel looking exactly like his father, would haunt me forever. Kaylee was my twin, brown curls cascading down her back. Her soft skin radiating the same latino coloring as me. My twin but with her fathers unmistakable piercing blue eyes. In the beginning we never knew how deep it could get. Love hurts, but yet it was something he would never know. After all he's in the NBA, with a pretty hollow Barbie girlfriend. He wouldn't want to meet his 15 year olds.
I was at home one night, and I get a call. It's him wanting to know if there his. We were still connected, after years of emptiness. After all he was just my brothers best friend.