DESCRIPTION:Bella has been in love with her good friend for a while, but she's too afraid to tell him. Stress has been building, though, so as a way release all the swirling emotions around her she's decided to write notes to Edward and other people. Everyone thinks of her as a calm and collected person, but inside she's brewing, and isn't sure how long she can stay at Forks High School with all the drama that has suddenly popped up her Junior year.

EXPLANATION: A while ago, I, (Pudding Pop) got some serious problems. It's my junior year now and some really crappy stuff has been happening. It's all building up, though so I'm not sure how else to tell anyone. I can't really tell anyone in my family, so I'm turning to you guys. I'm writing this story, but the characters are going to be a little ooc because they're based off of the experiences that are happening to me. A while ago I was having a 'mental breakdown' and I wrote the part that I'm going to make in bold font. I hope it explains how I'm feeling, or how I was at least. So if I mix some names up in this story, I'm sorry, feel free to comment on anything.

Hey guys, It's pudding Pop:

I'm sorry, but I don't have a story right now. I do have some of my own life problems, though, and I was wondering if you guys would let me vent. I have no other place to do this, and you guys have been so helpful with my stories, that I was wondering if you all could help me. You can send in your own dilemas if you want, and we can sort them out, or at least try. I believe that everyone should be able to have a place where they can release all of their true feelings, and sometimes that is done best with people who you have never met. If you agree with this, please tell me, because I really want to continue this. With my venting it's probably going to be about current guy problems, parent trouble, school trouble... etc.

I just want a place where I can release my feelings without feeling that I will be judged too much. Feel free to message me if you want to vent on your own problems, I can give you pointers if you want to, or I can just be someone to listen to your problems. Sometimes things seem better if you're able to write them out, and send it to be put on someone elses shoulder's. Even if alone it is something simple, problems seem to build up exponentially, and sometimes it seems too much.

I'm kind of putting myself out here, so please review this if you want me to have this. I realize it's not completely 'Twilight' related, but if I must I can put some quotes or soething to keep this 'story' going if more people want this. Please let me know if you'll support me in continuing this, I really hope this can help someone else, as well.

All my love to everyone,

Pudding Pop

Side note: I'm actually not completely sure on how I'm going to d this. know I'm going to have everything BPOV but it could be in the form of a letter to another person, or it could be a recollection of her day. Just know that it will probably go between story format and letter form. Thanks to everyone whose willing to read this. I promise to make is Bella and Edward for all of you Twilight fans who don't really care about the writer but just want their daily dose of fanfiction. Love you guys, I swear I'm done now.

~Pudding Pop