I want to say sorry to all my old readers. since my computer was not working (I killed it by putting my bed on it had no clue. busted it completely)
Any way I bought a new computer finally. I saved up and my mom is letting me. This might sound weird thing is I'm the only one working in my home
I know most are like the hell im 18 going 19 In may and I support the family and I'm on my last year of high school plus my grades suck because of all the days I skipped to work.
I finally got to save some money when my twin brother got a job. So yay for him hes been working 2 weeks now, the jerk is making more thn me.
Its good though I get some pocket money and I finally got $400 dollars and I got a good computer will be in the mail soo.
So to say I'm sorry I will be posting a new storyi started. I would update my old ones but I dont have my USB.
I OWN NOTHING!
TO my new readers I can not spell well or word things the right way! I'm sorry for this I correct as bests as my computer can.
Just message me if you see a mistake or if you'd like to bate me I'd love it the help.
Prologue
I really didn't know what to do I was going crazy here.
I was a liar and I have to face him some way its now or never.
I should have told him but I knew it wouldn't have ended well. I think he would have called me crazy too.
I believe that maybe he would hate me if he new.
Now I believe that this would be easier if I had told him from the start.
So here I was standing in front of my second family their eyes wide some mouths gaped open others in hard mad lines.
Let's start from the beginning.
"Is something wrong love?"
"I'll miss you." I whispered to Edward avoiding the question. He got out of my bed. Like every night since we started dating, Edward had stayed with me every night.
Sadly tonight he and his family will be going on a three day hunting trip since it will be sunny for awhile here in rainy not sun shine Forks.
I was mad at the sun though I love it I will miss Edward and I love him more.
"As I'll miss you. Promise me you'll be careful try not to get in to trouble or get hurt just for three days all right?"
"I'll try." I sighed
He kissed my forehead then my lips soft and light.
"Love you." I said
"I love you too."
"I have to go now."
"Edward before you go.." I sighed looking to my fingers.
"Love?"
"When you get back theirs something I have to tell you ok?"
"Is everything ok?"
"Its fine Edward better then fine I'll see you when you get back." I reached up and kissed his lips quickly.
With that he left through my window.
I rolled on to my back and sighed, I hate sleeping without him.
I figured Alice wasn't watching and decided to use my powers to help closing my eyes I pictured Edward lying next to me.
I open my eyes to see that he was their well a clone was their.
I really did love my powers and I wish I could just tell or show Edward them so I didn't have to hide them but I know the rules I know the risk just as he has risked his and his family's existence for me to know his secret. I wish I could return the favor and tell my secret.
If only 'They' could see that Edward and I are mate's that we are meant to be.
If they could see that then I would be able to tell Edward what I am what I could do and he wouldn't die and I wouldn't be taken away.
Though I know its impossible that they would ever except him,they hate vampires. They have to at least see i love him.
Its just they dont trust Edward or his family now, they believe I'm just a fling to him.
He's already left me once they don't believe he's worthy anymore before he left they were thinking about it now its going to take everything I have to prove to them that Edward is worthy of our secret and of loving me.
I looked to my delusion.
"I wish I could tell you everything." I whispered to it.
"I hope they will agree."
He/it smiled and mouthed I love you.
I smiled and closed my eyes with a sigh and slipped into the blackness.