Title: Please Jimmy tell Allison…
Author notes:
House kill himself and in a letter he asks Wilson to tell Allison something
Song Tell her something by The Age of Information
Big thanks to my beta
House is a bit OOC here.
Song lyrics
House thought
That morning when Wilson found that letter with his name would always be attached in his mind, the bastard finally did it, his best friend had kill himself.
A fucking drug overdose and no more brilliant Dr. Gregory House.
When he found that letter he knew it wasn´t just to say good bye, House wouldn´t care what anyone thought, he knew those words had a meaning.
Lisa Cuddy was in tears, she was broken, he knew that she loved House but even without reading the letter he knew those words there weren´t for her.
House never loved Cuddy, he settle with her, he could see it in the eyes of his friend, and now Wilson knew that he was right because the words in that letter, weren´t for Lisa they were for Allison Cameron.
Jimmy
Yeah is the great me from beyond the grave, don´t cry Jimmy was my decision to end it
Never was the kind of guy for the mushy mushy feelings crap so I´m not going to start now but Wilson you were a decent friend.
Wilson I got something to ask you, and because you love me desperately you will do as I say, please tell her Tell her she is all that's beautiful,Tell her every thing's my fault
Tell her this is not what I had planned,Tell I am moving on look at her eyes and tell her Tell her love will come around, someday, Please tell her not to cry
I never meant for love to leave her cold tonight, Please tell her that I tried to spare her all my lies, Tell her something hug her, tell her that she did great, that I was proud of her tell her Tell her I am lost in misery, Tell her I have lost my mind
Tell her love was such a mystery, Tell her tunnels end in light
Tell her love will come around, someday that she´s not to blamed herself, that I was that good at keeping people away, and even if I´m giving her my permission to love again doesn´t this mean that I´ll not be here when her day comes, because sex in heaven will be difficult to top, tell her Jimmy But please tell her not to cry
I never meant for love to leave her cold tonight, Please tell her that I tried to spare her all my lies, Tell her something you´re good at the talking thing you did it with me and she will need it even if she tells you otherwise, help her Wilson tell her I cannot say all that my heart longs to tell her,That nothing can change
That all of these words are not enough,Tell her she is all that's beautiful
Tell her everything's my fault that she was the only one who ever came close to me after all the bullshit with my leg, but I couldn´t drag her with me, she deserve it better, tell her Wilson tell her Please tell her not to cry, I never meant for love to leave her cold tonight, Please tell her that I tried to spare her all my lies
Tell her something...
House
PS: you were a great friend for me.
"he loved you" were the words that oncologist James Wilson choose to tell Allison Cameron.
The End