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"Hello darkness my old friend.I've come to talk with you again…"
He had never felt so alone before.36 years of life, a youth spent with fear of death and terror yet never so he stood by her grave all he could feel was this horrible void inside him growing more and more since the moment she passed away.
"Because a vision softly creeping,left its seeds while I was sleeping…"
Astoria Malfoy.Engraved on the engraved on his had left but also managed to stay painted on his heart.A hole inside there was a hole where once had been love.
"And the vision that was planted in my brain. Still remains.."
He may feel alone but the blob of blonde hair standing next to him reminds him he's 's got that she's left he is the only one who can take care of .Their child.
"Within the sound of silence."
But how the hell is he supposed to do that?How can a man like him take care of a little child of could he teach him to be a better person when he himself is far far from was all Astoria's fault was the one to convince him that he was the one who believed that he was capable of was to only one who wasn't afraid to speak to him without worrying about looking bad.
Before her he had lost all of his hopes at love at life, all of he was fine with it,he was no,she couldn't leave him alone could she?She just had to come and melt his heart with her warmth and make him regain his she married him and gave him the best 12 years of his life.
But now she's gone and he's 's all alone with a child he doesn't know how to raise and all his hope is she is gone.
And as he outs his and on his son's tiny should and give a squeeze; he resents resents her for making him fell in love with her and then leaving of course he couldn't resent how could you resent someone you love more than anything.
Then suddenly he 's gone and he stayed had given him a second shot at life the day she decided to talk to him and he now that he took that chance there is no turning he has to be the good one has to stay behind and take care of the childe who is staring at his mother's tombstone with red puffy eyes and protect him and love him more than he ever did before because now he's living for her has to love enough for both of them now.
So he takes one last glance at that cold stone he detests and leads his son home.
Beacuse life goes on and he has to go his little son is looking up to he knows that Astoria is believing him and he can't let her down.
Author's note:Okay I don't know where this came was not planned.I don't know why I started as songfic and left it few sentences.I don't know why this thing is plotless.I just don't still I wanted to share I have very good plot however I can't seem to put anything in words the way I want to sorry if I wasted your you for reading.