This is my first ever story on fan fiction. I love Instant Star,

so I thought it would be a good start. I hope that you like my writing, and I would really appreciate your comments. Hopefully with time my writing with grow and get better

Thank you: Evee

Chapter 1

The front door

Once again, Tommy found himself sitting outside of that all-too familiar wooden door, he had his head resting against the steering wheel of his blue vipor, eyes closed as he took a deep breath. Why did he keep doing this to himself, when he knew that it tore him from the inside out. Made his heart ache to the point of making him sick.

The familiar click of the front door's latch, and he would glance up with his big sorrowful baby blue eyes. A pain was set so deep within them, it was doubtful whether they would ever be the same again. Even so, he plastered on the fake smile he was forced to wear anymore as he watched Kwest step out of the house. Sadie was close behind him, he watched as she grabbed Kwest's hand and pulled him back, right into a kiss. Tommy glanced away immediately, feeling as though he might be sick.

He kept his head down, until he heard the passenger side door open and then he would glance towards Kwest "hey" he said simply as he allowed his eyes to wander back towards Sadie who was now standing on the porch, she hugged a small satin looking robe around herself as she smiled in Tommy's direction, offering a slow wave. The look in her eyes was that of pity, a look that Tommy despised, but one that seemed to follow him these days, he would hold his hand up in a gesture of hello but nothing more before he started to back out of the driveway and down onto the main road.

Kwest would glance out the window and give a single wave before they were off, and he would turn back to Tommy. "What's up man?" he would ask, in an attempt of conversation. Who knew why he attempted, he didn't usually get much back. Tommy would shrug "just another day.." he would sigh as they stopped at a red light. Once again, Kwest would attempt a conversation "hey.. Thanks for picking me up in the mornings" another shrug "it's no problem.. I told you, it helps keep things normal"

That couldn't have been further from the truth, and Kwest knew what the truth was. Things were nothing close to normal, there had been a time, that he knew, Tommy could have and would have told him anything, he could talk about anything and he would be there to help his friend out. But anymore, there was no talking, there was no confiding anymore, Kwest would sigh "come on man, you and I both know that things aren't normal" he would watch as Tommy's knuckles turned to white on the steering wheel. "I don't know what your talking about" was the reply. Shaking his head, "you know what I'm talking about. I know you Tom, listen.. It's been three months already, Jude isn't going to come back from Paris. You need to start getting over her"

Tommy would pull into the G-major alley way and slam on his breaks before turning on Kwest, his eyes were carefully guarded, hiding the emotion but the intensity of insanity was still present "there is nothing to get over.." with that he would shut off the engine and get out of the car, leaving Kwest there shaking his head.