GRAVITATION:

A/N: ok this is my second fanfic ever! and i hope that everybody loves it! Its called "Leaving Affections" I don't know where, or how the title came to my head but I love it

Disclaimer: I dont own "Gravitation"

Warnings- Lemon, Yuki flithy mouth 3, angst

Chapter 1

Shuichi had another writers block.

He has had it for days now and he just didn't know what he was missing or maybe he did know but didn't want to believe it. "How's my favorite rock star doing?" The singer looked up to see his best friend's smiling face. "What's wrong?" Hiro asked, sitting on the desk and looking at the paper. "Um Shuichi that paper is blank...you've been here for hours!" Hiro jumped up in shock.

"The last time that I was able to write was when I was with...Yuki." He lowered his head in pain and embarrassment.

"Shuichi stop it! Your words didn't come from him it came from you!" Hiro's long hair covered his face hiding the tears that ran down his cheeks.

"Hiro..." Shuichi looking up at his friend trying to find the words to assure his friend but got nothing. And with that Shuichi ran to Hiro knocking both of them down in the process. Shuichi stayed there on top of his best friend. He couldn't help but hold on to him, because that was all he could do ...hold on.

"Hiro...I'm sorry." He whispered softly clenching his fist causing Hiro's light blue shirt to wrinkle. He even felt Hiro's heartbeat through his shirt. He didn't want to move from the arms that were wrapped around him. He didn't want to move from the arms that were supposed to be Yuki. Hiro couldn't stand it anymore 'Why did Yuki do that? Why did he drop Shuichi? As if there were no feelings ever attached.'

"Shuichi... I want you to forget about Yuki." Violet eyes widened as they met brown.

"Hiro I...I can't forget. I can't stop loving him." His eyes looked as if he was going to cry. Hiro didn't let that happen, and before a single tear fell from the pink haired boys eyes—it was stopped by his lips pressed against the others. Hiro held on to Shuichi's cheeks. He wanted that moment to last forever but Yuki was still on Shuichi's mind so Hiro didn't feel right and stopped the kiss.It would never be right is Shuichi didn't love me back.

"You have to forget." Hiro said lower than a whisper. He wanted Shuichi to be happy; he wanted Shuichi to love him and not the past. "You have to leave the past alone."

" Hiro?" Shuichi gazed in Hiro's eyes through the strands of hair covering his face. There was silence.

"Um I'm sorry. I just couldn't see you like that...your too good for sad things like that and..." Hiro was soon cut off by Shuichi's smile.

"Um Shuichi what's the matter?" Shuichi stopped Hiro dead in his tracks when he felt soft lips pressed on his, but this one was deep the kind of kiss that blew you away, the kind of kiss that's meant to be sensual.

Shuichi just never noticed the feelings that were there in front of him. Hiro was different from Yuki, he was sweet and smart and he would do anything for him. Hiro was in love with him.

"Hiro you're so good to me. I think I can write now, you're such a good friend." Shuichi said jumping up in excitement and went for the paper and pen on the desk.

'friend? Why would he think the kiss was just for the song?' Hiro thought for another second. 'Well I guess it's not easy to fall in love after you've been with a guy like Yuki'. Hiro laughed to himself.

"Well I'm gonna go now. See you later."

"Hiro wait!" Shuichi jumped from his seat and skipped over to him.

"I would like to finish this song by tonight..." Shuichi blushed. "...and I need you to be there to help...with every thing. You know what I mean?" Shuichi lowered head. He felt different standing there in front of Hiro after two kisses like that. And some how Hiro knew what he was thinking.

"Of course I'll come over later." Hiro's cheerful smile made Shuichi feel better. "Well see ya." Just before Hiro stepped out of the house he lightly kissed the young singers perfect lips once again. Shuichi was frozen. Hiro left and closed the door behind him without another word. Shuichi sat on the floor and thought over the events that just happened.

"I'm in love with...Hiro?" Shuichi blushed to himself and started the song that he and Hiro inspired.

Out side the house, Hiro stood perfectly still. "I'll help him forget...my love Shuichi."

THE NEXT DAY

Shuichi woke up to notice that Hiro didn't come back that night. 'what could have happened?' Just then he heard the door bell ring. Hoping it was Hiro he didn't waste time getting to the door.

"Hi." Shuichi was frozen to see that its not Hiro but Yuki, what was happening? "What are you doing here Yuki?"

"Oh but Shuichi I'm the one you are waiting for, you just know it yet." Yuki kissed him and continued to walk inside the house. Shuichi was confused and didn't know what to do or what to think. 'Why is he here again?'

Yuki walked to the table and stared at the song Shuichi was working on.

"Hm...This is really good, and who inspired this wonderful turn of events?"

"Hiro..."

"Who?"

"HIRO! You have to go now...he's the one I'm waiting for, not you." It took all his strength to say those words. It was too unbearable for Shuichi.

"So its the one named Hiro, that you want now?" Yuki took a seat and pondered the thought of Shuichi loving someone else.

"Nope it isn't possible, you just say that because you still love me. Your just using Hiro to get over me. You'll just break his heart. Do you want that?" Yuki smirked.

"Like you broke mine?" There was silence... They watched each other, thinking and waiting for something.

"So you stopped loving me?" Yuki asked the question but didn't wait for the answer as hecame close to Shuichi drawing Shuichi's lips to his.

"Yuki...stop it. Its not suppose to be this way!"

"And so this means you've completely forgotten about me? That you'll put Hiro before me? I miss you... and I want you home."

"Yes, but do you love me?" His voice was soft and hopeful.

There was no answer. Yuki came close to the sobbing form and kissed him lustfully.

"Yuki, I'm not with you anymore, your not in love." Shuichi tried to pull away--he really did, but it was no use. Yuki was just stronger and ruthless and Shuichi's body quickly remembers Yuki's touch. Picking Shuichi up and carried him to the bedroom Yuki then fully undressed Shuichi.

"Please don't do this." He said, cheeks flushed.

"I'm not doing anything your not going to do with me." Yuki whispered as he unbuttoned his shirt not breaking eye contact. He ran his fingers through the singers hair and before Shuichi noticed it he was on his back on the bed with Yuki firmly placed between his legs. The pick haired singer breathing became uneven and heavy. Yuki looked down at his uke and undid his pants. Shuichi was lost for words. 'am I doing this? Hiro I'm sorry!'

Yuki spread open Shuichi's legs and ran his tongue across the boy's erection. Shuichi cried out and held to Yuki's hair. 'Always too sensitive for that huh?' Yuki thought. Just then Yuki pulled out a tube of lube from his pants pocket on the floor. He poured it onto his fingers and massaged it into Shuichi then slide himself into the young boy.

Millions of nasty thoughts came to Yuki's mind at that moment. He wanted to devour the pink haired boy inside out and started slow but was too much of a little devil to keep it that way. He went faster and faster until he thought he couldn't take it anymore. He paced his rhythm a bit and leaned forward and steal another kiss from Shuichi.

Yuki looked in his big beautiful eyes and saw that he was crying. But he wasn't crying from pain, he was crying from hurt, Shuichi hated himself for getting caught up in something like this, when Hiro was the one who cared for him the most. Yuki knew what was happening to Shuichi, and he knew the reason for the tears that fell down Shuichi's eyes. But that only made Yuki madder. He pulled himself out and then trusted him self back in.

"Ahhh" Shuichi didn't want more but what could he do? The man that he loved for so long was on top of him... was this what he wanted?

Yuki moved deeper into him making Shuichi moan at defeat. Yuki changed his position so that he could enjoy Shuichi from behind on all fours. Arching his back Shuichi gave Yuki better access to his body. Their rhythm was in unison as both of them rocked back and fourth feeling the delicious sweat from each others body's. Yuki licked his fingers and grinned as he slid all three into Shuichi.

"Ahhh!"

"Shhh." Yuki whispered as he pushed his fingers deeper into the tight hole.

"Shuichi, call my name." Yuki's fingers went faster in and out of Shuichi. Faster and faster. "Call my name, Shuichi say it!"

"No! Yuki stop!" Shuichi cried out to Yuki.

Yuki pulled out his fingers and licked it one by one and sat at the edge of the bed with his head down low.

Shuichi slowly go to his feet and walked to where Yuki was sitting, as if nothing happened. Shuichi hated himself and at that every moment he hated Yuki...Shuichi's hand smacked Yuki clear across his face. Shuichi felt filthy and disgusted. Yuki was now on the floor from the massive hit that Shuichi gave him.

"I never want to see you again Yuki... but I still love you but I wont be with you and H-"

"Oh so is Hiro the one that you love now!" Yuki got to his feet.

Shuichi was angry that Yuki would do something like this. He was mad because he gave in so easy, but what he felt the most bad about is that he betrayed Hiro, his beloved Hiro. Shuichi lowered his head.

"I love Hiro. Yuki I'm... I'm not in love with you anymore!" Shuichi almost fell from saying those words. He thought that even though Yuki was different from most people he could be with him because is love was that strong to him. Now everything is different.

"I see..." Yuki put his clothes on and sat on the bed.. "So You'll leave me for Hiro? That means I'll never see you again?" Yuki voice was different from before, it was as if Shuichi not being by his side scared him.

"Yuki I'm sorry...I love you, but we don't belong to get—"

"Shuichi—love me!" Yuki yelled, pulling Shuichi into him and held him for what seemed like years. Yuki didn't want to let go because his thought if he did Shuichi would be gone.

"Shuichi I love you... please don't leave." Yuki held him tighter. Shuichi couldn't believe his ears.

"Why didn't you see that before?" Tears stream his violet eyes. "Why didn't you love me before." Shuichi screamed into Yuki shirt. "Why are you doing this now?" Shuichi wanted to hold on to Yuki, but Hiro's voice remained in his heart.

Author's Notes: So what did you think? Any body want more? I really hope so because I want to know what happens too. REVIEW!