This is another fanfic... first of all.. let me tell you it's killing me to do this... cause I can't believe I'm writing this.. but if I don't, then I'm just... fooling myself. I think. Either way I think it's a great story and it comes from my tears.. cause it's a sad story... with a happy but not so happy ending.. so please don't think badly of me.. I just need to write this before it eats me alive or something... yeah stories eat me alive when I don't write them.. so hope you enjoy this... and don't hate me for doing this. Please! T.T I don't think it's fair that you hate if for this.. people have done worst than this! I've read some awesome stories from other's POV... either way.. Thank you for reading.. hOpe you enjoy!!!!
I ran as fast as I could after I got the call from my brother Emmett. Bella had a car accident, and was in the hospital. I was desperate as I speed, dodging all the cars in the highway. I had to choose the PERFECT moment to leave town for the weekend, I was just the perfect fiancé right now. ARGH!
"MOVE! YOU IDIOT!" I shouted to a guy in his old Toyota that was blocking my way. I got a few death glares, but I didn't care, Bella was in the hospital and I needed to be with her. I needed to see that she would be alright. I needed to know she would live.
"WHERE IS SHE?!" I shouted at Emmett when, two hours after he called me, I reached the hospital back at Forks, where we lived.
"Edward, please you have to calm down, she's very delicate right now and you can't see her yet" he said. What?! I had to see her NOW.
"Emmett where is she?!" I hissed, unable to control my anger and desperation to see her. His expression changed, and it could only mean one thing, the most horrible thing.
"Is there any familiar of Isabella Swan?" a man with a white coat asked, and I immediately rant o him.
"How is she?!" I said, desperation liking through my voice.
"I'm sorry, but I can't release any information unless it's family" he said, shaking his head no.
"She's my fiancée" I said, and immediately, his expression changed into something far more badly than Emmett's expression. Emmett's meant the odds of her surviving weren't very good, but we all knew that Bella could come out of it, we had hope; but the doctor's expression meant that my worst nightmare had come true.
"We did everything we could, but she had…." His voice faded, as I understood what he meant, and he just confirmed it with his last words. "I'm sorry, but she didn't make it. My deepest condolences" I froze right there, and slammed my knees against the floor. I couldn't breath, I couldn't speak, I couldn't move. Bella, my beautiful Bella, the girl I wanted to marry, the girl I wanted to grow old with, and my first one and true love… My Bella was… dead?
"Edward, Edward, are you okay men? Talk to me Edward, talk to me?" I heard Emmett shaking my shoulders with his incredible force, but I couldn't found my voice. Bella was dead….
"Edward? Sweetie… what happened?" I heard my mother, Esme, coming. "Edward, honey, what's wrong?" she asked in her worried motherly tone. But I couldn't find the words to tell her what happened. Bella was dead….
"Excuse, how is the patient, Isabella Swan?" I heard my Dad, Carlisle, asking to the doctor in the white coat that was just a few feet away. He told him what happened, and he suddenly understood what happened… Bella was dead and never coming back.
Suddenly I realized the tears coming down my face and the sobs breaking through my chest, as my whole body started shaking in grief. I clutched Emmett's arm. It started as a whisper… and turned into a scream. An ear-shattering scream, full of sorrow, pain, suffering… and the worst part, loneliness, broke through my chest. I was dead inside now. I would never be whole again.
"No… no… no! No! NO! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!" I screamed, and suddenly everything turned black. Everything lost the meaning it used to have, and the world stopped mattering to me. Bella, my Bella, was gone forever and never coming back. My Bella, my love, was dead.
Yes I know... killing Bella in the first chapter is not that awesome... but that's the whole story. Bella died. She got into a car accident and died. Yep... I'm evil. I know I know. sorry but that's part of the story.. but I guess that you'll see something in this story that much people don't put much attention to it.. and they just ignore it.. but it's there! so... hope you like this so far.... or wait for the next chapter... it gets better... Love you all! ~Mia